Things have changed! haven't written in here for a long time
It has now been over a year since I have written here and things have slowly improved for myself. In fact things have been going pretty well for me …
im a drummer and my passion is mountain biking and piercings i have 4 atm (2 earlobe 1 cartalidge 1 eyebrow). I love to smile and laugh. Im normally a very happy person but not at the moment. I feel as if no one can help my problem and none of my friends care about what im going through. Im mainly into making music and im currently working at an art shop. I was a lifeguard/gym instructor but couldnt get up in the morning due to my habits. i find it hard to be on time but im loyal and im a very good listener and love to give advise and advise given to me.
im a drummer and my passion is mountain biking and piercings i have 4 atm (2 earlobe 1 cartalidge 1 eyebrow). I love to smile and laugh. Im normally a very happy person but not at the moment. I feel as if no one can help my problem and none of my friends care about what im going through. Im mainly into making music and im currently working at an art shop. I was a lifeguard/gym instructor but couldnt get up in the morning due to my habits. i find it hard to be on time but im loyal and im a very good
music: i will listen to anything once but my favourite band is rage against the machine, im also a big fan of cypress hill, mobb deep, black the ripper, blink 182 and slipknot. films: mainly comedies not really into pointless violence films, at the moment im usually at home playing my drums all day and making music for my course.
music: i will listen to anything once but my favourite band is rage against the machine, im also a big
It has now been over a year since I have written here and things have slowly improved for myself. In fact things have been going pretty well for me …
i have been away for on month getting over the addiction wow whistler mountain is awesome! i went riding most of the time im pretty injured buti had …
4 days clean at this cenre in the lake district wow i hope i keep it up bak in london, london is soo cracked out, everyone i know is either taking …
I am glad that i got the last of it over. I needed it as a send off with my friend. The guy is my best mate and we both have a pact now. I am still …
woke up this morning feeling really alone. I think that is the reason i turn to cannabis all the time. I need to start thinking positive rather than …
thannks for adding me:D you alright xx
okay and thanks, you too =) x
hey not bad thanks, you? x
Hey there, i am good and how are you?? My name is Abby and yours is??
Hey
I started blazing ever since i was 14 and my cousin was smoking a joint in my room, he gave me one draw I didn't think anymore of it until my best friend mentioned it, i carried on with him for a year then gave up when i fell out with him. I then broke up with my girlfriend of 2 and a half years and went into depression ever since then i have been smoking a joint every night for the last 3 years. I want to quit but im finding it so hard
I skip alot of mealtimes and just drink water all the time because of my cannabis habit, my doctor tells me im underweight and that i need to eat more but i don't think it is that easy and when i eat i get full up really easily after a few bites
I used to be a happy person, until i used cannabis after a very bad break up with my ex gf, I'm now a shadow of the person i was i feel down and i dont feel motivated to get out of bed
its really frustrating as i always think before i write so i get really confused, but basically my add got recognised when they realised i was playing with a ruler and making them fight with a pen. i used to call it pencil case wars haha. I used to have a bad temper and shout out in class alot and i can still to this day can't really sit still,