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brokenkat 
suck, suck suck! That's how I feel the day's gone so far and it's only 1/2 over and I still have to put up with people and my stupid attitude and consequences to my stupid attitude. So let's see where to start well I came to work today and work has been full on animostiy lately but I've tried, sometimes not so successfully, to stay positive and not get negative about other staff well that didn't happen today. I've really been trying hard to stay on this low carb diet because of the fact that it takes away the sx. of PCOS, regulates my cycle and hopefully will allow me to get pregnant and actually carry the kid to term. So my friend at work knows all this but we were making breakfast for the clients and it was a bacon, egg, cheese croissant. I mention that I'll just have the bacon and eggs because there's too many carbs in the croissant. He mentions something about complaining too much about carbs and he knows all about why I am on the low carb diet. So I get a bit pissed off. Then another staff tries to complain to him about another staff member but since I'm in the kitchen she is talking in a real low voice so I can't hear. Since he wasn't understanding everything she said she said well I'll tell you later. So I left so that she could finish the conversation without me hearing. Which just pissed me off more. So then both leave me alone in the kitchen to cook, serve etc. More pissy I get. So then I kinda blew a gasket when my friend mentioned that I got an idea off of him. He's been super picky about things and wanting things his way and his way is the only way type of mindset lately which I've been ignoring but today not so much. I mentioned something about being surprised his head could even fit through the door. Funny right??? Well he's mad at me now and not talking with me. I would apologize except 1. I'm really bad at apologizing and 2. I'm really not sorry. I should be but I've really had it with everyone's mindset around here.
Ugh! So now there's tension and I work really closely with him so it's awkward silence. Oh well. Let's see what else I can screw up today. Everyone seems to be getting on my nerves today so if I can seal my mouth shut I might be able to survive without pissing anyone else off.
