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hello everyone, its been so so long since i have been on, lots of changes in my life, i have also been diagnosed with lung disease, besides the ostoporosis, respitory hypertension, mitral valve prolapse been pretty sick, todays a good day and thought i would get on here for awhile, my depression has gotton worse obviously, but trying to stay positive. hope you all are doing well, and handleing things in your own life with strength and ease!!
i just dont seem to be able to get on here as much as i would like, sometimes i feel theres no one who understands, the bone pain is so bad and the depression is getting worse,theres no way i can go back to the job i was doing,so were struggling horribly with only one income, i was told to apply for temporary disability, then other people say forget it you'll never get it for ostioporosis even as bad as mine is, i feel i abandoned my family, i try to do things i use too, but it doesnt work out very well,at 45 yrs old i should be working and enjoying my family, i feel im letting everyone down...i smile for everyone, but there empty i dont want to lose everything we have worked so hard to get. maybe tomorrow will bring a little more sunshine than today, thanks to everyone for listening
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this is the first im writing, trying to stay positive im trying to come out of a drepression ive been in for a little so i havent been on the computer, severe pain can cause so many things to go wrong, just trying to accept that i cant do the same thhings i use too, i was so active, and not helping my husband bring in income has really got me down and out,just dont know where to turn sometimes....i know theres a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere 
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Totally understand dealing with constant pain. Seeing your first journal entry is a good sign. Just take it a day at a time.
Hugs, Fred.
I'm so sorry you are not feeling well. I understand the bone pain. Sometimes it can be nerve pain near or arond the bone. In either case I know what you mean. Sometimes my ribs and spine just burn and my ribs are very painful to even a light touch. I think you should talk with a law firm and your doctor and see what they think in regards to disability. I have osteoporosis ( with many fractures) and was successful with my SSD case with the help of a law firm specializing in disability cases. It was a very rough road and took a year and a half, but in the end it worked out.
So sorry you are having such a difficult time.
Hugs, Fred.
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