formally rjean1940 & cancergal before
Hello to all my friends of rjean1940 & cancergal and to my new friends as love christmas!
Sorry I have not returned to eighter of these …
Hello to all my friends of rjean1940 & cancergal and to my new friends as love christmas!
Sorry I have not returned to eighter of these …
Just popped by to wish my special friend a great big hug and a great weekendxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tenderness and kindness are not signs of weakness and despair, but manifestations of strength and resolutions.
Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is.
Love and kindness are never wasted. They always make a difference. They bless the one who receives them, and they bless you, the giver.
I also remember the moment my life changed, the moment I finally said, ''I've had it! I know I'm much more than I'm demonstrating mentally, emotionally, and physically in my life.'' I made a decision in that moment which was to alter my life forever. I decided to change virtually every aspect of my life. I decided I would never again settle for less than I can be.
I have allergies to aspirin,sulfa,peanuts,some milks,iodine,shellfish and chocalate of all things!
My mom past away at the age of 40 in 1981 due to colon and ovarion cancer then spread through whole body. Dad past away at 60 due to skin cancer. on both sides of families uncles & aunts have and has cancer. So I do grieved for my parents, I do not smoke or drink like they did. I have many friends who have cancer too!
I was diagnosed with depression this past March due to domestic abuse for 29 years. I do cry alot! But i go to support groups 3 times a week when I can . I like to talk and be online to help and be helped for my depression. I f anyone just wants to talk I am here for ya ok!
Did not realized that I thought all marriages were only great if getting punched, slapped, shoved told what-when-how to do everything, called names, intimadated until I volunteerly put my self in the hospital in March due to crying all the time. Found out that a marriage of abuse was not normal in any ones mind.
I gained so much weight awhile back so of course doctors put me on medications to prevent me from having a heart attack. Also had problems with soon to be ex husband and working to much so my stress was to high. I have lost 65 pounds since last year. My goal is to get off these medications in the mear future! But I have swollen ankles and feel puffy mostly in the summer so who knows.
Due to much weight, did not exercise and eating to much fryed foods. I started walking and lossing weight and stopped alot of junk & fryed foods. Would love to take fish oil but because of my elergy to shellfish afraid of reaction.
I have had back pain for most of my life. 2003 went to a pain doctor told me I have this and he could give me injections to help relieve the pain. They only last so long so I do not go to often because soon to be ex complained about taking time off from work so I would take the pain. But he aslo abused me to make that pain too! But now that we are getting a divorce I will not have any insurance. But i do tend to walk some and then there are times I am in bed because of it.
Due to stbx's abuse I tended tended not to want sex at all.. One minute nice the next who knows what gonna happen. Divorcing do not care about sex right now!