Idiophobia's Journal

Too much pain. Too many tears. Too much hurt. Nothing left.

Lies kill. Insanity from the lies leads to unfortunate cirmcumstances.

I am another step closer.

A note to you David: Not once did you care about me. All's you cared about was yourself. You are selffish. The pain you caused me is great. Just know that I know all about you even things you think I don't know. I just gave you the chance to finally come clean and let me die in peace or live happy. You did neither. I am dying with insanity and can't move on happy.

You are an awful person and I kept giving you a chance to the person I thought you were deep inside, your not anything but evil.

I hope you keep all the transcripts we have between us and when your sober read them and read of the pain you left me in. If you can't get sober have your Dr's read them to you and they will give you a clear understanding of the hell I'm in.

Damn me for being a good person. Damn me for having to have been born. Damn me for a life that I thought I could be happy in. Damn me for giving up my life for you.

God bless you and all the dealers and women you make happy.