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Goal End Date is Jul 14, 09 131 days ago.
Idiophobia 
1:49pm, September 11, 2009
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About Me
Idiophobia
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About Me
I am a woman who wants her Ex out of her life for good. I do not want to be associated with him in any which way. We were together for nearly 20 years and I thank the higher powers that be for not letting us two reproduce together. I can't imagine bringing more evil into this world. There is enough as it is. His DNA has a broken link. He's a loser, user and abuser. I DO NOT CARE WHO HE'S WITH, WHAT HE'S DOING OR HOW He'S DOING IT. Just end this vicious cycle. Oh, intelligent women have figured you out...It took me a little longer then them because you were one ugly pathetic soul and I felt bad for you because you said all the girls rejected you cause you were ugly...AH yeah, looks and personality. ---------------------------- An update: As of June 1, 2009 Working on a friendship with my EX. Another update: As of June 18, 2009 he is still up to his old ways. Lying piece of shit who plays with my emotions. GO TO HELL DAVID! I can't take this anymore. FAT Loving FUCK!
I am a woman who wants her Ex out of her life for good. I do not want to be associated with him in any which way. We were together for nearly 20 years and I thank the higher powers that be for not letting us two reproduce together. I can't imagine bringing more evil into this world. There is enough as it is. His DNA has a broken link. He's a loser, user and abuser. I DO NOT CARE WHO HE'S WITH, WHAT HE'S DOING OR HOW He'S DOING IT. Just end this vicious cycle. Oh, intelligent women have figured you
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Moving on with life being happy and emotionally stable. In the future when I have taken care of everything he destroyed I plan to find a real man (not from the internet) who is intelligent, kind, warm and treats his family with respect. I do believe people do things that are dirty because they have no respect for their Mothers and Fathers, Brothers and Sisters. So you wont catch me taking a picture of myself in front of a mirror and posting it on the internet.
Moving on with life being happy and emotionally stable. In the future when I have taken care of everything
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Hey hon, where are you?I miss talking to you please contact me.luci
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Get away from him. You can do it
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Things have to get better for you. There is no other way to go but up :)
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Close Breakups & Divorce
I need help!
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- He was not telling the truth in the counseling sessions.
- Family Therapy Working / Worked
- He lied, lied, lied and lied some more. Can't help the situation if he is not being truthful. I think he made me lose my mind so I could kill myself.
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- He continued to lie, cheat and abuse even after I forgave him.
- Leave Working / Worked
- Yes, I left, but now it's worse.
- Love Working / Worked
- Do I really love him...or is it because I feel really bad for him...I don't know.
- Music Working / Worked
- I would love to listen to music but he to took music along with everything I love away frm me.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I look at him and I get sad. It's like we were used.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Went once with him and the DR.knew he was the problem...but he lied in this to.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Love these people dearly but, I need unbiased help.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Friends and family and now this site.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I NEED LOTS OF THIS PLEASE HELP ME!
- Time Working / Worked
- I don't have anymore time.
Close Infidelity
He was cheating on me with anything that walked, talked and chewed gum. The internet was his favorite since the women there are as pathetic as he is and probably have the same crusty crap on their genitalia as he does...wow that was gross but so is he and them! Oh before I forget to the women on sites like this...be careful they prowl on women who are at their weakest moments. Keep your gaurd UP please.
Treatments
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- He is THE side effect...He still making me have him in my mind since he wont completly end it between us.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Started with his lies which gave me STD's and left me infertil. He would leave for days, weeks, months for arguments that at the time I thought was my fault. Now realize that he did it just so he can get out of the house to get drugs then it became drugs and women. I went crazy trying to figure out what I said to have triggered him. Later came the physical abuse. He hit me broke the bones in my mouth because I asked him if he was on drugs and cheating. Mental abuse from day 1 for almost 20years.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I forgave and tried to work with him but he never wanted to work at it he just wanted to see me die.
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- It is worse for the common things we have together. But physically I am healing. Emotionaly I am scard and scared.
- Talking Not Working
- I NEED to talk about it!!!
Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
Type: Genital Herpes"The Boy" lied to me when I asked him if he had any STD'S. He said he did not but he did so now I have Herpes!!! Yeah me!!! He has cheated on me and every time we were sexually involved I also got yeast infections!!! Now he takes precautions and only has sex with other STD cariers...Good for him!!! Not for me since the other STD he gave me went untreated and I am unable to have children! Yeh me again! I've only had 2 or 3 outbreaks in 14 years.
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
I was with an addict from the start although I was unaware of his usage. I did always questions his actions...they never added up. As time went on he destroyed my life but most of all he stole my soul.
