101swoop101's Journal

I had a dream that I went to the store with an old friend. I think it was Walmart, and like we used to do, we seperated, and he went to the other side of the store for something, while I was looking at something else. I was on an isle by myself, & he appeard, out of nowhere. He acknowledged me, ofcourse, & I asked wut he was doin there, I thought he went back to New Orleans. He told me he was visiting his family, & I was so nervous. I guess he could tell...he started talkin sexually to me, & I asked him, basically, why did he assault me when he did, & he simply said cause he wanted to. He tried to kiss me, & I hit him, but he hit me back & said if I hit him again, he'd beat my u-kno-wut. Now the dream started to feel a little more real, & he grabbed me, so I couldn't hit him, & kissed me. He touched me, and I told him to stop. I was really upset, naturally, and when I got to my friend, I had cheered up, but he could  tell something was wrong, & I acted like nothing happened. I let him get away again.....................

What if something like that actually does happen, with him or not...would I actually keep silent again...? I wonder..........................and hope it doesn't happen..........