Journal Entry for August 25, 2009
August 25, 2009 3:28pm
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101swoop101 
3:07pm, September 3, 2009
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About Me
101swoop101
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About Me
I'm 20 years old. Normally, I'm a very happy person, always smiling, will help ANYONE on the drop of a dime, smart (but not too smart), yeah, the works....but really...all that's just a mask. I still struggle with depression...yeah I am very nice, but I can be naive even more...yeah I'm smart, but I always hold myself back...I'm not perfect. Not by a longshot...but I'm getting better, and doing better...
I'm 20 years old. Normally, I'm a very happy person, always smiling, will help ANYONE on the drop of a dime, smart (but not too smart), yeah, the works....but really...all that's just a mask. I still struggle with depression...yeah I am very nice, but I can be naive even more...yeah I'm smart, but I always hold myself back...I'm not perfect. Not by a longshot...but I'm getting better, and doing better...
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Interests
Music, travelling, children, helping others....food...LOL...and as twisted as it may be, life its-self........
Music, travelling, children, helping others....food...LOL...and as twisted as it may be, life its-self........
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Journal Entry for August 10, 2009
August 10, 2009 3:48pm
It's this guy that I really really like...before I gained weight...& even when I was younger (I was a fat kid up til high school), whenever I …
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Hope ur having a good week
I’m With You
I'm sure it will help you as much as it helped me. I'm rooting for you!
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Hang on. You can do this. IT IS Not Stronger then you.
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damn......that is one beautiful poem
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Goal End Date is Sep 18, 09 52 days ago.Current Weight (Lbs)192.5
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Support Groups
Close Rape
Im not ready to publically talk about everything, but in september 2006, one of my "homeboys" raped me. I never got over it, & I was already dealing with stuff emotionally, & what happened just made it worse. My parents still dont know I even have a problem, & I dont think I can tell them, but I would have to in order to get help. I cant do this one alone, I need help, but I never said anything, & Im fighting to not give up, but its so hard. Im only 19, & its already destroying my life...
Close Depression - Teen
Ive been struggling with depression every since my grandmother died when I was 8 yrs old. I never got to say goodbye. The last time I seen her was when the paramedics were taking her out her apartment on a stretcher right in front of me. Also, everytime I get close to someone (family or friend), we are split up some kind of way, or we grow apart, and its been like that ever since. I may have told 2 people about me being depressed, & I never got help...
Open College Stress
I go to South Carolina State. I screwed up big time & am in a huge delema right now with my school. Stress was my #1 prob.....along with depression & I also started getting sick alot. It wasn't my fault why Im in the situation I am in now, but at the same time it is, because if I had went on and reached out, I would be ok...I guess. Next time, I hope I do better though...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Whenever I get back I am now required to go to counseling regularly.
- Sleep Somewhat Helpful
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