Greetings Everyone!!!
June 11, 2009 5:54pm
I have been going through a lot lately, especially with my children.
Progress
70 %
Goal End Date is Aug 24, 09 93 days ago.
Natasha39567
5:45pm, June 11, 2009
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About Me
Natasha39567
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About Me
I am a 34 year old black woman.I have two children, 13 year old son and 14 year old daughter. I am originally from the Mississippi Gulf Coast. I have been living in Millsboro, Delaware for almost three years now. In June of 2005, I lost my 29 year-old brother, Michael, to a very rare cancer called demoplasty round cell tumors. I have good days and bad days, I will never get over it or will I ever be the same. I cannot believe that he is gone. My parents and brother Frank along with myself were with him when he died. Watching the life leave someone's body is an ever-changing experience. Life is so precious and so many of us waste it. Death has always been a hard subject for me. i lost my paternal grand-mother when I was 11 years old and she meant the world to me. i refused to see her lying in the casket because then I would have to realize that she was really gone. I should have participated in some kind of grief counseling but I have just been afraid to talk to other people. I guess I am kind of afraid that people would not understand how I feel. I stumbled onto this site and decided to give it a shot. Here it goes....
I am a 34 year old black woman.I have two children, 13 year old son and 14 year old daughter. I am originally from the Mississippi Gulf Coast. I have been living in Millsboro, Delaware for almost three years now. In June of 2005, I lost my 29 year-old brother, Michael, to a very rare cancer called demoplasty round cell tumors. I have good days and bad days, I will never get over it or will I ever be the same. I cannot believe that he is gone. My parents and brother Frank along with myself were with
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Interests
Reading books Writing poems Watching sunsets Bowling Taking my two kids skating Traveling Going to the movies
Reading books Writing poems Watching sunsets Bowling Taking my two kids skating Traveling Going to the
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Does it even matter??
June 14, 2008 11:31pm
How can someone not want to be here but be so afraid to die?????????????????????????????????????????????
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Hugbook
Rainbow
hope this makes you smile...would still love to talk if you want...take care...cindy
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Little Love
Givin' my girl some big love...I haven't heard anything from you in a long time...I hope you are still coming in here...give me a jingle...love to talk...Hope you had a good holiday...cindy
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I’m With You
Haven't heard from you in a long time...things ok?...Let me...and everyone know how you are doing...please...Maybe we can help .....cindy
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Prayer
I am so sorry that you are feeling badly..I don't know what it is like to lose someone that close...feel the love from us here and believe that God is watching over you.....
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Hug
hope you are feeling better soon girlfriend...having a tough time myself...helps to know we have friends...
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Progress
15 %
Goal End Date is Nov 21, 08 369 days ago.Current Weight (Lbs)450 -
Support Groups
Close Chronic Pain
Ankle fused because due to a car accident injury---i have constant swelling as long as I am up ---Pain is constant gets worse the longer I stand up
Treatments
- Heat Working / Worked
- works sometime
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- worked sometime but my body got used to it so started needing more of it to kill the pain--then stomach was messed up because of NSAIDS--I stopped taking medicine and now just deal with the pain
Close Obesity
I am 34 years old and I weigh 435 pounds. I have been struggling with my weight for about 14 years now.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- i have started excercising
- Phentermine Working / Worked
- workedI took it a year ago for three montjhs and lost 100 poundsI was 451 at that time and went down to 350when i stopped taking the pills weight went back up
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingI have been having issues with the loss of my grand mother and especially my brother. Just cant seem to get past it. Is this normal??
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- all the time
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- tried this too
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- sometimes
- Music Working / Worked
- helps sometimes
- Talking Working / Worked
- havent really talked to anyone about how I feel
- Time Working / Worked
- definitely not getting easier with time
Open Depression
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- helps sometimes
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- i dont really elaborate with my friends and family about how I feel inside most of the time
- Writing Working / Worked
- writing down my feelings helps sometimes--when i go back and read what I wrote I always start to cry because I realize just how sad I am sometimes with my life
Open Stress Management
i am so stressed pretty much all of the time--if I am not worried about my kids --I am worried about my life and everything that is not how I want it to be--so unhappy
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- helps sometimes
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- whenever I do it it helps relieve some stress
