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girlfriend53 
4:25pm, July 14, 2009
We went to a music festival yesterday. It was a wonderful event, the weather was perfect warm with a good breeze. During the course of the day, some pictures of me were taken without my knowledge. Before I went to bed last night, I checked them out...I wanted to be sick. I have never been this big in my life and finally understand why he doesn't want me to meet anyone else in his life..Who would want to be associated with someone that looks so horrible..It would definitely be a reflection on him..I have been trying very hard to watch what I eat , but doesn't look like I am having much success.
I know tht hard work here is the only thing that is going to get my weight under control, but right this second, I really feel ill.
He doesn't eat during the day while at work, sounds like a good idea to me. Maybe that is the key....
