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girlfriend53 
4:25pm, July 14, 2009
I made a huge move from the place that I had always lived to an area I previously had only visited on a regular basis...
I met a man about a year ago and fell completely in love...and it was mutual for him as well
since I arrived here to live...well..lets just say...it is not what I expected.
I am a relatively intelligent person and for some reason feel completely dense...The wonderful soul that i met a year ago seems to have vanished..and I miss him..
i gave up a job, an apartment, left my family and came here...I am sick at my stomach...and scared to death.....
and to be honest I think that he is feeling that way too.....
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had a wonderful day...then I found a few things on the 'puter that I was not expecting...don't want to jump to conclusions, but....
girlfriend53
cloudy clear, cloudy clear...one could get whiplash...love him so much...but don't know if that is going to make a difference soon...i think he is getting tired....
girlfriend53
Girlfriend, I went through the same thing and it has been a very big adjustment. When you have been on you own for a while, it is scary giving someone else a vote in your life. Give it a change. I am here for you if you need a shoulder
vertabeary
Im so sorry if you need to vent you know where to find me. I imagine myself in your situation and it kills me just thinking of it. Hope you feel peace and joy soon.
JessicaBwell