lost ground
August 16, 2008 12:51am
I have lost ground on my goals. I started to reach out and have a start of a support system when I was taking care of the girl who I thought …
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starynight77 
2:12am, September 27, 2008
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About Me
starynight77
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About Me
I am 36 single and trying to survive and find my way in this world of uncerntity. I am trying to expand my network of people in my life. Right now I have two close friends one that just found out she has terminal lung cancer. The other who has to have surgery on her knee. And will be bed written for awhile. My friend with cancer has no family who can help her through this, so I am. I am taking care of her after her kemo treatments. I am also taking care of friend who has a bad knee. the predictment I have is The one freind who has the knee problem doesn;t really want to be involved with the friend who is dying from cancer because she says she is not a good person that she is toxic. 'Well I won't abandon anyone in need and I like and care about her and I will not let her go through this alone. So I am trying to balance the two friendships with out losing them both. One from possible death the other from being iratated with me for taking care of the other friend. Plus deal with my own problems. Life can be so complicated and yet challenging.
I am 36 single and trying to survive and find my way in this world of uncerntity. I am trying to expand my network of people in my life. Right now I have two close friends one that just found out she has terminal lung cancer. The other who has to have surgery on her knee. And will be bed written for awhile. My friend with cancer has no family who can help her through this, so I am. I am taking care of her after her kemo treatments. I am also taking care of friend who has a bad knee. the predictment
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Interests
I like to swim, bike, go for walks, go to the beach, go to the movies, stay home and watch movies with freinds, meeting new people., and making new friends and new connections. I like to go to plays, concerts, musicals. I like to play volleyball, softball, I like to golf. I am very well rounded indvidual who likes to explore new activities.
I like to swim, bike, go for walks, go to the beach, go to the movies, stay home and watch movies with
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hanging in
August 9, 2008 2:43am
Hi all,
I have been asked to update my journal, I am doing ok, I started back to work today, I struggled a lot, I had to explain to everyone what had …
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tricked/hurt/confused
August 5, 2008 11:27pm
My friend and I were taking care of my friend with cancer sunday night, we had to carry her to the bathroom, and help her walk she lost all mobility …
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friend with cancer
August 3, 2008 6:17pm
My friend with cancer just found out that she has three days to a week to live. We just came back from camping and she was tired but seemed fine. I …
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support goal
July 26, 2008 2:04pm
I have been logging on here preatty regularly, I have gone to a support group for the lung cancer friend twice, I believe I still need to get into a …
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Hugbook
Little Love
where have you been? Is everything alright??I haven't been on a lot either, But I am hopefully going to be hope all is well I say a prayer for you xo, Hidey Ho
Snowman
I hope you are doing alright.please take care of yourself.HUGS
Hug
just wanted to drop by and give you a BIIGGG HUG!!!! :)
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Ray of Sunshine
I hope you have a great night.I am doing alright.take care.miss seeing you here.you are a good friend.HUGS
Hug
Just stopping by to say hi and see how you are doing. Hope you have a wonderful week. :)
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Lung Cancer
I am helping a friend who was just diagnosed with lung cancer. We just went through her first kemo treatment she threw up a lot and passed out on me and I had to carry her. It really frightned me because I am not sure what to expect or what is normal. But I am slowly learning she has no family and very limited freindship so I am the main person she leans on and I am not sure if I am doing it effectively or not. I have never dealt with cancer or possible death before.
Treatments
- Chemotherapy Working / Worked
Close Sexual Abuse
I have a history of several instances of sexual abuse throughout my 36 years on this earth
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- It helped I would like to get back into a group.
- Leave Working / Worked
- I moved from the area and state that it all happend in. Moved several states away.
- Talking Working / Worked
- it works with the therapist and therapy I am in now. DBT, with exposure therapy which is a bitch. But it is suppose to help me get through it
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I was first diagnosed with mpd, then bipolar and the most recent and the one that has the most sense is borderline
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- with my dbt therapist and group.
