dtoday is ok, went and got straw, …
dtoday is ok, went and got straw, for elly mays dog house, stopped and dollar general for sundrys, grabbed a taco for …
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And oh yes I'm very 'trying' at times infact so much so I even do my own head in at times and most days don't know which way is up 
but hopefully with a lotta help from my friends I'll get there eventually. Well today is the first one for a long time that I've felt relatively pain free so am gonna have a good spring clean and take my friends little pup over the park with my Elly, I'm puppy and house sitting whilst my friend Anne basks in the sun in Africa, oh the life eh mind you she works damn hard and deserves everything nice in life, she truly is the best and has/is doing so much for me, each time I mess up and pick up a drink I'm so riddled with guilt and self loathing it is absolutely not worth it, I never enjoy and it's a total wasted excercise anyway 'just for today' I'm gonna try real hard not to buy that bloody can of death and destruction, I'm having one of my 'up' days and am on a natural high so must make the most of it, will tune into DS a bit later for a more in depth chat so until then luv, hugs and kisses to one and all xxx
but hopefully with a lotta help from my friends I'll get there eventually. Well today is the first one for a long time that I've felt relatively pain free so am gonna have a good spring clean and take my friends little pup over the park with my Elly, I'm puppy and house sitting whilst my friend Anne basks in the sun in Africa, oh the life eh mind you she works damn hard and deserves everything nice in life, she truly is the best and has/is doing so much for me, each time I mess up and pick up a drink I'm so riddled with guilt and self loathing it is absolutely not worth it, I never enjoy and it's a total wasted excercise anyway 'just for today' I'm gonna try real hard not to buy that bloody can of death and destruction, I'm having one of my 'up' days and am on a natural high so must make the most of it, will tune into DS a bit later for a more in depth chat so until then luv, hugs and kisses to one and all xxxUPDATED GOALS
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