Good maonin Friends... Reckon I'm …
Good maonin Friends... Reckon I'm feelin kina ruff this moanin like an old bone the dog done chewed on and didn't even …
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Like a fool actually put myself in a position to use again ie went back to visit my ex in sth london and boy was it yet another bad experience, the only good I can find is that I didn't milk it and only stayed the night mind you it was 'only the night' twice in a matter of one week OUCH. I smoked crack cocaine, smoked heroin and drunk a few cans and yes is was ok at the time but very short lived and felt like shit the next day after only a few hrs sleep but then back home to my good friend Anne who aint gonna be a friend much longer if she finds out what a coneiving, lying, deceitful bitch I can be when it comes me and my drug/drink abuse. Oh hell what do I think I'm doing, who at the end of the day am I fooling? me, myself and I that's who and there aint gonna be much 'I' around for much longer if I go down that same road YET AGAIN. Shit what the hell am I???????????
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i always say jump on the horse and continue hon dont look back we all do wrongs but if we can fix them its good love yaxxx
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