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Monday, June 23, 2008 | A Call For Help story
fucked up again and had a drink pint of lager in pub and one can of tenants super which was all enough to make my head spin, cant deny it didnt feel too bad but what i worry bout the most is that the guilt is starting to sit easier in me so much so that i dont even know that i'll tell my friend anne which is terrible it means im going back to my old sneaky ways which is very bad, am i doomed, is this the beginning of the end, im ctually feeling quite scared now having written those words down, well it is scary coz what will i go back to all doom and gloom, why the hell do i insist on punishing myself like this im so happy sober what in the hell posseses me to keep intermitantly picking the shit up again HELP!!!

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Start date is Jun 26, 08

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