not caring anymore
December 22, 2008 4:57pm
i still cut, i still smoke, i still drink, i still hate me, i still everything.
i fuckin hate it, i wanna stop but at the same time i wanna go …
MorganBaby08 
10:15pm, December 22, 2008
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About Me
MorganBaby08
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About Me
I am thankful to have found this site. I was online looking for symptoms of depression and came upon this site. it seems as if it came to e as a miracle. the people on the site have helped me a lot so far. i have not cut lately and im hoping to completely stop. thank you so much everyone who has helped and supported me. i hope i can do the same. its nice to find a place with people like me that understand.
I am thankful to have found this site. I was online looking for symptoms of depression and came upon this site. it seems as if it came to e as a miracle. the people on the site have helped me a lot so far. i have not cut lately and im hoping to completely stop. thank you so much everyone who has helped and supported me. i hope i can do the same. its nice to find a place with people like me that understand.
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Interests
one of my get aways is soccer. i take other people out instead of myself. played varsity as a freshmen in high school and play p1 in club. :] i also like meeting new people so add me and lets talk.
one of my get aways is soccer. i take other people out instead of myself. played varsity as a freshmen
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i guess
September 25, 2008 11:18pm
i kinda do want help.
ive been thinking that i dont wanna grow up cutting.
its not a good thing.
i hate it.
i dont know what to do,
but i guess im gonna …
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i havent been on.
September 14, 2008 8:24pm
im sorry i havent been on. and its hard for me to plan on coming back.
i cannot find a reason to get help from anyone or do anything.
momentarily i …
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my mom
August 10, 2008 5:42pm
wants me to date other guys. but the thing is i cant imagine myself hugging, kissing or doing anything with anybody else. i dont think anything can …
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Close Self-Injury
i started having problems with my family and we fought all the time and i started cutting for attention so maybe they would notice and start paying attention.i did it a few times and then it became that whenever something happened i would cut, cuz it actually worked. now i cant stop and i cut deeper each time
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- whenever i wore a rubber band i couldnt stop flicking it resulting in bruises and red marks all over my arm
- Squeezing Ice Considering
- i might do this...... kinda seems dumb but ill try
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Friendin the last year i have lost three friends. All three happened to be my best friends i have kept from second grade. The only people i was able to trust. One ran away and didnt make it, another overdosed as an attempt to suicide. and my best friend also overdosed and bled to death trying to commit suicide. Whats keeping me here is the fact that my best friend called me and died on the phone with me. Even when it seems that nobody cares i dont want any of my firends to go through what i did.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- it helps sometimes to just look through pictures of us all and cry it out.
- Music Working / Worked
- music helps me just cry it out.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- i remember the best time of my life with them and it makes me think that in some screwed up way it was a message sent to me explaining that every person is here for a reason.
