Once a cheater always a cheater!
This is probably one of the hardets journals ive had to write since the girls died. …
"When a catapillar dies, a butterfly is born" I am here to support and help others, who have lost their loved ones as well. I was diagnosed with PTSD shortly after stopping to help at a fatal accident on I-75, in tampa, on in Feb 11, 2007 at 3:55 PM. There were five people traveling in a mercedes, three were ejected, one survived. A 17 year old mother and her 18 month old baby- died in my arms as I tried to save them. I am only 23. The guilt, and anger I carry on a daily basis are almost too much to bear. I have since become very close with the family-and often feel guilt for not being able to do more to save their girls. I know in my heart that their injuries were just too extensive. I am so angry-- angry with god, and have lost a sense of who I am. I am trying to deal with the flashbacks, nightmears, sounds and smells that trigger those memories-- but hoping that someone here has something they can offer, as well as something I can offer them. http://crystalandcadence-torres.last-memories.com/
"When a catapillar dies, a butterfly is born" I am here to support and help others, who have lost their loved ones as well. I was diagnosed with PTSD shortly after stopping to help at a fatal accident on I-75, in tampa, on in Feb 11, 2007 at 3:55 PM. There were five people traveling in a mercedes, three were ejected, one survived. A 17 year old mother and her 18 month old baby- died in my arms as I tried to save them. I am only 23. The guilt, and anger I carry on a daily basis are almost too much
I am currently working on my BSN in education / social work. I do yoga regularly, go to church, enjoy reading and writing poety, and looking for good books, painting pottery, lay out on the beach, go to comedy shows, draw, have martini's with the girls..have wild crazy nights on the town, spend the night ordering in and watching movies, and especially spend money-- which I rarely have.
I am currently working on my BSN in education / social work. I do yoga regularly, go to church, enjoy
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This is probably one of the hardets journals ive had to write since the girls died. …
Hi Laura, I'm so sorry for just replying back to your last message. I haven't been around in a few weeks. I miss talking to you though. I hope and pray that you are doing better. The med Wellebrutin didn't too well for me. That is the med that I landed in the hospital for after taking it for one week but I know everyone is different. I'm not taking any meds right now. I eventually got tired of feeling so spacey and exhausted of all of the time. Their have been days that I thought about going back to taking them but I'm working out in the gym instead these days to relieve stress. I can write you a book of all the things that have been going on with me since the last time we spoke.Lol. Keep hanging in there Laura. I know life can be really hard at times...Believe me I know but we have to keep our faith in god and he will bring us through this. You take care of yourself okay girl!!
Your friend,
Milla
Sending love your way and hoping everything is fine. Haven't heard from you in a while!
What a gorgous weekend, hope yours was good. Take care, Hugs Sharon
does the body good! Hope all is well. Send me a few lines of update.
This year marks the second annivarsy of the most horrific day of my life. I stopped while driving, on the side of the interestate as a first responder, to help in a bad accident. The mother 17 and baby 18 months were ejected and killed. The other 3 passengers survived with serious injuries, which I helped to triage, with no supplies.
I have worked night shift in the medical field for about 4 1/2 years, but suffer from PTSD after wittnessing a fatal accident involving a teen and her baby, about a year ago. The Flashbacks and nightmears, make me not want to sleep, or wake me up in the middle of the night, with rapid pulse, and tremors.
I am attending school for nursing and am able to apply for the nursing program in july of 08. After wittnessing a fatal accident i feel i may be having a change of heart in career direction, and am considering a change of direction. I am interested in a lot of different areas of health care, counseling, social work, and community outreach-- but would like people with unique jobs to approach me with new ideas, and encourage me to seek other opportunites out there.
I am not a mom YET. I am a 23 year old nursing student, who loves working with children, but my true passion in life is working in truama . I joined this group b/c I stopped at a fatal accient last year in 2007, where three of five passengers were ejeced in a rollover. One was an 18 month old baby, who WAS in her carseat. Her mother died in my arms as I tried to save her. I miss them both and am working hard to try and educated as many people as possible about car seat saftey!
Ive worked with adolecents as well as on labor and delievery for sometime as a health care worker. So Im here to offer my support.
Im 23, and b pos, just signed up to be a donor and was recently accepted and registered. Waiting for someone to need me..
Hmmmmmm.. Where do I start. I wont blame our president..but Ive been through 6 jobs this year. After experiencing a tragic accident, and getting Post traumatic Stress Disorder, I have had a difficult time keeping a job, working in the medial field as many of my jobs force me to face life/death situations, and makes it almost impossible to keep a job in my field. I have been working hard to find other jobs in different fields, but my depressions affects me daily.
23, normal to oily skin. Still breakout prone in t-zone . Have to use a regular regiment.