im very good at hiding my feelings from others.. people know me as the bubbly, fun, giggly, silly girl thats pretty much always joking about and smiling. but im not happy, i dont always smile and i find most days a real struggle just having to put on this disguise.. i hate the who i am i hate the way i look and i hate the way i feel but there isn't much i can do about it except to looses weight. i have suffered with bulimia since i was about 11 and i only really feel in control of myself when im loosing weight..
im very good at hiding my feelings from others.. people know me as the bubbly, fun, giggly, silly girl thats pretty much always joking about and smiling. but im not happy, i dont always smile and i find most days a real struggle just having to put on this disguise.. i hate the who i am i hate the way i look and i hate the way i feel but there isn't much i can do about it except to looses weight. i have suffered with bulimia since i was about 11 and i only really feel in control of myself when im
im a fashion student, i love fashion! designing and making clothes, shopping, looking through magazines with amazing models! unfortunately that does not help a girl struggling with an eating disorder and depression. i love music, film, art photography.. i love to run and just drift away in my own little dream worlds.. i am a very creative person and have a very creative active imagination!
im a fashion student, i love fashion! designing and making clothes, shopping, looking through magazines
August 27, 2008 1:04pm
not doing well at all! its up and down every week!
June 16, 2008 4:42am
lost about 4 pounds but i think most of that was fluid weight so we will see! x
June 10, 2008 7:23pm
had a good day today, was the first day in about a month or so that i haven't binged/purged, feeling quite proud about now and relieved that i …
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