Better
November 20, 2009 9:36pm
Feelin much better today. Stayin busy helps. Brent and I had dinner last night, and we talked a little bit and I feel better about the porn stuff …
delladoug
9:34pm Friday
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About Me
delladoug
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About Me
I live with my mother, just the 2 of us, work a good job that doesn't pay enough money, and take classes from a local college. I play french horn in a local community orchestra. I am currently very involved in the lives of my family (parents, sisters, brothers-in-law, nephews, and neice) I am a convicted felon living a clean and sober life for the first time (2 years). I am in a romantic relationship that is a rerun. He is a good man and has always treated me well (even the last time around), but I am seeing some definitively codependent behavior in myself since getting back together with him. That behavior and the anxiety related to it is what led me to this website. I am glad to be here and happy to be alive, even days when I don't feel well.
I live with my mother, just the 2 of us, work a good job that doesn't pay enough money, and take classes from a local college. I play french horn in a local community orchestra. I am currently very involved in the lives of my family (parents, sisters, brothers-in-law, nephews, and neice) I am a convicted felon living a clean and sober life for the first time (2 years). I am in a romantic relationship that is a rerun. He is a good man and has always treated me well (even the last time around), but
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Interests
Literature, movies, music (sing and play french horn), family, and general wellness
Literature, movies, music (sing and play french horn), family, and general wellness
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Friday
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delladoug wrote a journal entry: Better 9:36pm
Feelin much better today. Stayin busy helps. Brent and I had dinner last night, and we talked a little…
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delladoug updated their status 9:34pm
is putting off homework.…
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delladoug changed their mood to Good 9:34pm
Thursday
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delladoug wrote a journal entry: gotten into a snit again 3:10pm
Started thinking about the porn thing again and gotten into something of a fit about it again. I think…
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delladoug changed their mood to Bad 3:01pm
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gotten into a snit again
November 19, 2009 3:10pm
Started thinking about the porn thing again and gotten into something of a fit about it again. I think I really ought to talk to him about it tonight …
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fallin off
November 18, 2009 3:40pm
I have stopped trying actively to lose weight. Am trying to maintain and have managed to do that, even lost a couple of pounds.
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Check in
November 18, 2009 3:38pm
Have been feeling better about stuff as the day goes on. Hoping to stop cycling sometime soon.
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Hugbook
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Your Welcome.
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Rainbow
Hoping your today is better than your yesterday and God willing, your light shines bright tomorrow!
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Hug
You are hugged. I hear you trying. Keep up the good work. Chikki
Go For It
Congrats on turning your life around. Been there, done that myself. You go girl!
I’m With You
Thks hon you too......x
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Support Groups
Close Codependency
I am in a romantic relationship and have recently begun recognizing unhealthy behavior in myself. He is someone I dated years ago but things went south for us when I began using narcotics again. I am often so wrapped up in what he thinks or how he acts that I can't seem to get my head on straight. Our relationship is going well, but I do see some sick behavior in myself. I have also recently been taken by unwarranted jealousy.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed at 17 and am still trying my best to figure this thing out.
Treatments
- Tegretol Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Atarax Working / Worked
Open Healthy Sex
I am having a very satisfying sex life right now. I am kind of interested in spicing things up agian though. Before we broke up, we did a little more kinky stuff, and I am afraid that maybe he will get bored.
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- I am MUCH better now than I once was at waiting.
