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springawakening 
2:48pm, November 17, 2009
Time has run out, for me. Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe. It's so hard, lost in the world confusion. And I need to leave, for a while. Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile. So goodbye, I'll miss you. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. It's been the years, of abuse. Neglected to treat the disorder, That controls my youth, for so long. I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground. It's no use, why should I hold on? It's been five years, don't need one more. So goodbye, life's abuse. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. (Every 18 minutes, somebody dies from a suicide. Every 43 seconds, somebody attempts one. If you, or anybody you know, is suicidal, Call 1-800-784-2433.) And I'm sorry, but this my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears.That stuff above....it's a song...my theme song, to be exact. It's Goodbye (I'm Sorry) by Jamestown Story, I think. I'm leaving DS. It's not helping me anymore, nor do I think it can. If you want to keep in touch, I might be around for a while. I might talk,toy you, but I'm not making promises.Ask a member on here named babajules for my info. He'll give it to you if I ok it. He's not on much though, so be patient.So bye, I'm sorry, but no one will cry over me.God bless. I truly mean that. I hope all of you can work through whatever you have to work through. <3
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nooo. oh, no. dont be the italics be the stuff in red. even if you're not on here it makes me feel better to know you're still floating around out there. it feels so good to know someone out there is just like me in so many ways, so you can't LEAVE leave. i hope you find someone out there who can help you, but in here i'm all yours. and out there since i have your email, haha. i'm totally there for you, always. your my total twin, ahaha.
ill talk to you soon.
loves, kaity.
glitterbutterfly
"No-one will cry over me." You know...that's not always true...
CloudStrife
Just don't let yourself be a statistic. Instead, shoot for being something extraordinary. Good luck!
Humunculus
I'm sorry for not knowing you here and now you are leaving but I hope you feel better good luck and a late thank you for commenting on my earlier journal.
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