Journal Entry for September 27, 2008
September 27, 2008 2:38pm
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Goal End Date is Sep 5, 08 450 days ago.
yourdeadlynightshade
2:28pm, September 27, 2008
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About Me
yourdeadlynightshade
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About Me
I'm 32 and IDC what dumb fuck wants 2 google me... That's why Ima put as much info as possible....I'm so far past giving a shit about the opinion of anyone (the pedophile, rapist and tormentor) that wants 2 try 2 destroy me....won't happen cause the jokes on you ! So here it goes.I struggle with anxiety, panic attacks and bipolar disorder . I am also a cutter but have been cut free since my husband moved out!!!!! YAY> I have 3 children which I do not have custody of at this time. I am separated ( since Jan 08)and going through a divorce after 14 yrs of marriage.I couldn't be happier about the marriage ending however, I am unhappy that I do not have custody of my children.
I'm 32 and IDC what dumb fuck wants 2 google me... That's why Ima put as much info as possible....I'm so far past giving a shit about the opinion of anyone (the pedophile, rapist and tormentor) that wants 2 try 2 destroy me....won't happen cause the jokes on you ! So here it goes.I struggle with anxiety, panic attacks and bipolar disorder . I am also a cutter but have been cut free since my husband moved out!!!!! YAY> I have 3 children which I do not have custody of at this time. I am separated (
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Interests
My children, good friends, loud music, writing, piercings, pets, poetry, tattoos and my children . Special Thanks 2 Linley.
My children, good friends, loud music, writing, piercings, pets, poetry, tattoos and my children . Special
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merry christmas and a happy new year to you and your family... i hope that all is well for all of you... love and hugzzz... karen :)
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- Side effects !!!
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Worked for my anxiety and panic attacks ...also helpful for the nasuea
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Geodon Not Working
- Horrible side effects !!!! Restless legs and tremors.
- Haldol Not Working
- Same as geodon side effects
- Leave Working / Worked
- getting rid of my husband has done wonders for my mood swings and depression.
- Lithium Not Working
- Didn't work
- Paxil Not Working
- Didn't help with the lows or anxiety.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Helped but I have gained a tremendous amount of weight in 2 months so I had to discontinue.
- Topamax Working / Worked
- took it for a while but had to discontinue due to cost.
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- worked in combo with depakote and a dozen other meds
- Zyprexa Not Working
- Weight Gain...again
Close Anxiety
Treatments
- Atarax Working / Worked
- Made me restless and irritable
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Eventually lost its effectiveness
- Leave Working / Worked
- A divorce was the best thing for treating my anxiety.
- Paxil Not Working
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Worked great for my panic attacks but built up a tolerance and the maximum dose stopped working.
Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Even though therapists are supposed to be non judgmental, I still feel like I'm being judged.
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
- I have 5 tattoos. I love tattoos but if I got a tattoo with every urge to cut myself, I'd be broke and have no visible skin !
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