Not Gonna Happen
July 29, 2008 11:36am
BY the way, quitting smoking is not happening right now. It's my only solace sometimes, and I need it. Okay, probably not, but …
Aera 
3:04pm, September 5, 2008
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About Me
Aera
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About Me
I'm 29, a feminist mother and wife, who loves to collect books, write poetry and prose, photograph anything, and play guitar. I love to watch the clouds, get trapped in my own mind, and try to figure out what life is all about. At heart I am the stereotypical granola eating, tree-hugging hippy who just wants the world to be a loving and peaceful place. All this is projected through the reality that I am a biracial bisexual Gemini with too many passions to list. Enough said?
I'm 29, a feminist mother and wife, who loves to collect books, write poetry and prose, photograph anything, and play guitar. I love to watch the clouds, get trapped in my own mind, and try to figure out what life is all about. At heart I am the stereotypical granola eating, tree-hugging hippy who just wants the world to be a loving and peaceful place. All this is projected through the reality that I am a biracial bisexual Gemini with too many passions to list. Enough said?
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Looking Out for Number One
July 29, 2008 11:33am
Over this past weekend, I realized something: my husband really isn't as great as I think he is sometimes. In fact, he really lives as if …
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Arrrrggghhhh...Cigarettes.
July 21, 2008 3:24pm
All I have to say is: no dice for today. Damn nicotine. Damn you habit-forming concoction. Why did I start smoking in the first …
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On My Way to 30: T-Minus 11 months...
July 21, 2008 11:18am
I am currently reading Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. Basically, it's a memoir about this powerful, thirtysomething woman's …
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Friday the 13th...
June 16, 2008 9:36am
So...my birthday was Friday--I know, Friday the 13th--and it ended up being not so bad of a day. I got some really cool birthday presents from …
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I’m With You
awww.. I feel just like you with regards to my marriage and my sexuality.. good luck to you :)
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a big hug for u
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׺°”˜`”°º×(¯`•¸·´¯) HUGZ FROM JT ON TBT(¯`·¸•´¯)׺°”˜`”°º×
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Here is a hug just for you. Hope everything is looking up for you. Take care of yourself and think positive, everything will work out!
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I am thinking of you, wanted to send you flowers to brighten your day. Hang in there!!
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Close Bisexuality
The short of it is thus: I realized at 22 that I was indeed bisexual, not bi-curious. From then until 4 years ago, I was an equal opportunity dater, then I met my husband. We are in a healthy and happy relationship both emotionally and physically, but I have an almost overwhelming desire to be with a woman. I don't want to leave my husband though, and I will do nothing to break up the marriage. I'm stuck, basically, and I'm looking for some advice. Just writing this gives me a headache.
