Miss you all =[
April 23, 2009 12:04pm
Hey people I'm sorta back on here again! I miss you all a bunches and i just want everyone to know that i have not been depressed for a very very …
Goal Completed on Aug 30, 08
mariemurder
9:38pm, July 16, 2009
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About Me
mariemurder
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About Me
My name is Marie, yes my real last name is Murder. I am a typical teenager on the outside. Popular and outgoing. but when i'm home life shatters back to the fact the i'm really fucked up. i recently found out the i was molested when i was 5, and possibly raped at age 11 by my uncle. my mom is the type of person who wants to keep the outside of her family life perfect but doesn't give a shit about whats really going on, on the inside. i am neglected emotionally by mom. my dad lives 3 hours away, he tries everything he can do to help me, but being able to see me only 2 times a month is pretty hard. i have a close friend that i talk to about whats going on. but she cant really do much for me. my grandparents knew at a early age for me that i was going to have problems and tried to talk to my mom into getting my therapy but she never did, being the ass hole she is. I have a lot of anger towards my mom but i bottle it up inside so i wont hurt her, because i still love her (why?)
My name is Marie, yes my real last name is Murder. I am a typical teenager on the outside. Popular and outgoing. but when i'm home life shatters back to the fact the i'm really fucked up. i recently found out the i was molested when i was 5, and possibly raped at age 11 by my uncle. my mom is the type of person who wants to keep the outside of her family life perfect but doesn't give a shit about whats really going on, on the inside. i am neglected emotionally by mom. my dad lives 3 hours away, he
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Interests
Reading, Photography, Swimming (i'm on a swim team for my high school), Computers (html creating backgrounds for myspace), Games (computer, board you name it), Hanging Out with my friends, Writing Poetry.
Reading, Photography, Swimming (i'm on a swim team for my high school), Computers (html creating backgrounds
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yay for swim!
February 5, 2009 9:51pm
YAY! i'm swimming again, even thought my swim season is ova i'm swimming every wesnday for 45 mins just to keep in shape!
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OO Birthday and X-mas time!
December 3, 2008 11:47am
well my birthday is on the 21st. 18 more days! wow i'll be 15, i'm enjoying life so much right now, i have a wonderful boyfriend Zack, and …
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Who is this girl? And why does everybody like her?
October 18, 2008 9:20pm
Who is this girl? And why does everybody like her? I see her on a daily bases. Girls envy here from afar, And guys want her. Who is this …
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Congrats
"finaly feeling selfconfident in myself =]" I'm proud of you!
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your poem is right on - you are a very beautiful person
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So at the age of 12, to know your facing the big "C" word and knowing what it usually means...even though it might seem to serial to realise.....the fear, the guessing game, the mind wondering...is there a heaven? a hell? is there life after death....at 12...I am 50 and I can't get my mind wrapped around that kind of concept.....I shall be praying for your cousin....take care Rainy
Prayer
I hope you find peace. I know it must be hard living the way you feel. Try to get help on your own. I went thru depression in 84 and I got help and got thru it. I am having serious problem with my son. We are seeking help for him. Life is so hard at times. You are in my prayers.Jean
Celebration
yeahhh! im glad you're back! I hope you had some fun over there miss! youre summer sure beat mine! I actually ran into some Germans at the bar last night, and I was saying how rude they actually can be! Every time I ever meet a German, they are so rude! its weird. I hoep it was a differnt experinece for you! Im glad you had fun!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
: Seasonal Affective Disorderi'm not sure what is going on with me
Close Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiame an Ana go back a long time, scince i was about 10. it's hard for me not to eat and it's hard for me to eat
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Coming Out
i am bisexual and proud
Open Anxiety
mariemurder hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bisexuality
i always new i was bi since i was little (9-12)
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
my best friend Josh comited suicide he was like a brother to me
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
my best friends cousin is battling cancer
Open Amnesia
mariemurder hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Abstinence & Celibacy
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