My name is Andi, Im a full-time college student working on my general ed. classes right now. I work at my school(during the regular semester). Living with my mom and my 13 yearold brother. The mental health resources here are awful. I think my pdoc has just abandoned me :( I had one (luckily short) hospital stay in June of 2007 that probably left me feeling worse than I did when I went in. Currently Im just trying to keep busy with friends and housework and whatnot. Waiting for school to start up again at the end of August!
My name is Andi, Im a full-time college student working on my general ed. classes right now. I work at my school(during the regular semester). Living with my mom and my 13 yearold brother. The mental health resources here are awful. I think my pdoc has just abandoned me :( I had one (luckily short) hospital stay in June of 2007 that probably left me feeling worse than I did when I went in. Currently Im just trying to keep busy with friends and housework and whatnot. Waiting for school to start up
I haven't really had that many interests over the last year. I go to school and I work... at school. I take care of my house because my little bro is 13 and my mom works 50 hour weeks. I love taking care of my family, it makes me feel kind of needed. Besides that, I've been spending more time with my friends, I think that's a good thing, I miss them when they're not around. Trying to just soak up the free time I have now because it will be rare during the semester!
I haven't really had that many interests over the last year. I go to school and I work... at school.
October 28, 2009 8:26pm
Well, basically thats all I have to say...it's also all I have time to say really. School is hard and my head has not been clear at all lately. I …
October 8, 2009 10:20pm
Well, yea, school. Thats about it. Im having a good time of things with school. Especially statistics. Ive passed every test, the last one with a …
September 20, 2009 4:03pm
Ive done a lot of work this last week and have plans to do even more this next week. Doing really well in statistics. That's making me think I …
September 3, 2009 12:34am
Well, decided to start my new semester goal. In the last semesters before this I just said to finish my semester. This semester I want to pass …
July 28, 2009 4:39am
So, funny story...lame ending. Figured I should write about it though. I went out last night to meet this guy. It turned out to definitely be the …
I noticed you are taking Inderal. My doctor just prescribed this to me. Does this this medication decreases anxiety and you feel more calm now? I hope it works for me!
Thank you so much for your prayers and support through this process with the girls. We did receive some amazing news, but I know the fight isn't over. Thanks agian!
Yea I'm not liking Humbold because I'm not a stonner lol. But i was born here.
Thank you for your comment on my journal entry. I've always been a helper-- the one that every one comes to for advice and support. I never really had anyone to truly listen to me. I learned to keep it all inside and then cry when I am all alone. The journal entries help so much-- just to, indirectly, be able to share some of it with someone else. Thanks so much for yousr support!
Thanks for the friend add! I hope you have a wonderful weekend. (((HUGS)))
Progress
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Currently don't have insurance and paying for all of my own treatment, meds, etc. Not fun but a whole lot less fun to go without right?
Started having horrible panic attacks during 10th grade. Got worse and worse. By the end of 11th grade I was staying home most of the time. Started alternative high school and took a bit of time off. In a better place with school, still, however, trying to get to a manageable place with panic attacks.
Same story as the general bp group. Thought Id check this group out.
Bipolar but hitting the depression side harder and harder these days. Working on finding new antidepressants with my pdoc.
Im a full time student. This is the beginning of my third year of school and I feel like I'm trudging through the mud trying to get out of here.
I love my family but more and more I do not know how to deal with them in a successful way. I feel like I am always getting into fights or arguments from saying the wrong things. I just want to be a good sister and daughter.
