Journal Entry for June 20, 2009
Life is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness Laugh when you can Apologize when you should And let go of what you can’t change …
i love animals and my grandpa. my grandpa died and everyone thinks i need help now nice friends right???
i love animals and my grandpa. my grandpa died and everyone thinks i need help now nice friends right???
watching horror and suspence movies, riding horses, training dogs, drinking, chewing (its more of a habit then a intersest), and some people think i like getting in trouble... it just comes naturally i dont mean to do the things ive done...
watching horror and suspence movies, riding horses, training dogs, drinking, chewing (its more of a habit
Life is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness Laugh when you can Apologize when you should And let go of what you can’t change …
ok things have been getting better i guess... still got some problems... but... i wont be on as much becouse.... i have my own reasons... but... its …
well not cutting myself lasted for a week.... then i cut myself... but i got a new best friend named Colman!!!! he says he has gods forearms …
6 nights without cutting that is a new record... well... mabe not a record but its pretty close... well yesterday was a very bad day when it hit …
3 nights wit out cutting... stoped smoking... drinking and chewing... a little harder.... and i got attacted by another pit bull now wat the …
Hugs Amy.... Hugs
i dont know...i havent known anything positive for a while>.>
you're welcome :)
ill try not to hurt myself... but im not makeing any promises
recently ive taken to cuting myself... i like to talk sometimes... i like to try and make friends but know ill fail... and... i like to sit in random places thinking of death
my grandpa died this year....
i have 6 third degree burns on my hand and arm by earser burns i recently added about 3 more burns to my hand...an im starting to use a lighter...
i cant spell or do math or spell, or anythin else without a lot of help. ill eather get mixed up or spell a word wrong
i lost my grampa... he died of a nartul death... an i lost my uncle he died in a car crash... an i lost lots of other aunts, uncles, cousions, lots an lots of family members..
i lost lots of wonder full animals in my 14 years...
i get really bad panic attacks... when something really scare's me... an i start 2 studder 4 a really long time.... thats how people know when i had or am havin a panic attack...
i used 2 be shy... i still am... just not as bad as before... but i want 2 get over my fears... i am scared of being hurt... an i have trust issues.... i trust strangers an people on here more then the people i grew up with..