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kimmyerin 
I have no idea why i keep sabotaging myself but i do. I know exactly what i should and shoulnd't eat but i just keep eating the wrong stuff all the time and gorging. Yesterday i knew i didn't want the chocolate raspberries but i still bought the bag and even though they were stale and hurt my jaw to eat them I kept eating until the bag was gone. Why do i do this. I made myself feel sick. I don't even recognise the woman who stares back at me in the mirror. I use to be so full of life and vivacious but now i'm just moody and depressed. Why is this so hard?--
