Mizzieb's Journal

BOO!

thank you all for all the mail that u have sent me and hugs.. it has been a REALLY long time since i been here!.. which i feel very bad about.. my computer went down and was down for maybe 2 weeks... and i "had" a job.. yep.. got a job.. and then lost it just as fast.. it was the first time that i had ever been let go of a job.. so that really depressed me!.. and it all led down to me having diabetes... thats why i was let go.. but thats not what they said.. i was working from 8:30am til 3pm.. perfect cuz of the kids being in school.. ya know.. doing what i like to do.. type, answer phones.. blah blah blah...and i really liked it there... but apparently some ppl had problems with me getting up all the time to use the restroom..(on water pill) and having to eat small snacks... i told them that it was because i was diabetic and they told me to just "try" and work through it... well i tried... and they werent happy with it.. told me i did great work and they really liked me.. but i wasnt 100% focused and i was too worried about me and not my job.. so they let me go!!...really upset me and i only got the job cuz were going through money problems real bad.. my hubby didnt even know i went out and got one!!.. so when he found out.. that opened another can of worms and made a problem... when i went to the dr for a check up and told her what happened.. she couldnt believe it either.. told me that some ppl just dont care they are all about the mighty buck and what makes them look good.. so here i sit at home again.. and i think its where im gonna stay for awhile..

anyways... been feelin really good... my last dr's appointment went well.. although i was a little upset to find out through thanksgiving and xmas i had only lost 3lbs!!but she supported me and told me that it was wonderful cuz most diabetics she works with come back gaining the weight or end up in the hospital cuz they dont care.. not this girl though.. i am 100% or more focused on this.. and to continue my weight loss... to date now.. i have lost 47lbs!!! since i was first diagnosed with diabetes a year ago.. i have gone down down from a very tight size 26 pants.. to a 22 that have a little room in them.. and i wont talk about my bra size.. hehe..

i have been working VERY hard.. my hubby bought me a exercise bike for xmas and i have been doing my 2 mile brisk walk cd once a day plus a low cardio work-out every other day with my oldest son...

my numbers have been AWESOME... in the last week... the highest my fasting number has been was a 117... and my 2 hour is between 126 - 135 finally i do not stress about taking my BS..

anyways.. my kids have a 2 hour delay today cuz of the weather.. and i want to get a shower and some exercise in before they way up!!.. i will post more often seeing how i have tons of time on my hands again.. and a working pc!!!