Journal Entry for August 20, 2008
Done it!! No b/p for a week. Have to say I've been tempted though, but not as bad as in the past. Got a few 'trigger' times over the next …
I'm 38 single, but was married once when I was too young and too naive to know it was the wrong thing to do. I suffered from a short spell of anorexia which turned into bulimia which lasted from about the age of 25 to 32. Things got so bad I finally sought help and faced my demons (well some of them!) and 'got better', though I look on it as just being in remission. Nearly a year ago, I don't really know how, I slipped back into ED. This time it is mainly restricting with the odd mad b/p. Funny how the only stuff I have to say 'About me' is pretty much ED? Oh, how it rules us!!
I'm 38 single, but was married once when I was too young and too naive to know it was the wrong thing to do. I suffered from a short spell of anorexia which turned into bulimia which lasted from about the age of 25 to 32. Things got so bad I finally sought help and faced my demons (well some of them!) and 'got better', though I look on it as just being in remission. Nearly a year ago, I don't really know how, I slipped back into ED. This time it is mainly restricting with the odd mad b/p. Funny how
My cats and my dog. Long walks in the Scottish Hills (when I have the energy!). Reading, mainly Victorian fiction.
My cats and my dog. Long walks in the Scottish Hills (when I have the energy!). Reading, mainly Victorian
Done it!! No b/p for a week. Have to say I've been tempted though, but not as bad as in the past. Got a few 'trigger' times over the next …
Phew! Managed to get through the weekend without b/p. Was tempted a couple of times but not too bad seeing as I was a bit bored at times, which is …
Two days down, but the weekend is ahead. Determined to stay strong and keep going.
One day down, six to go. Was out of the house last night and kept busy so less chance to b/p.
I hope you make this day another sucessful day :) stay possitive and try and keep in an upbeat mood. If you feel low come on here to try and keep your mind off things :) Much love xxxxxxxxxxx
I have ED too, but its been 6 days for me.
Awesome job on going on 4-days no b/p!!!! I'm excited for you!! Keep it up!!!
thank you for your supportive message re: relapse. I guess ED doesn't ever really go away completely, I think we will always have to be aware and diligent so that it doesn't sneak up on us. And I am learning that I cannot do it alone-- we all need support along the way, and I appreciate yours:)
Thanx You
I suffered from anorexia/bulimia for a number of years from my early 20s till I was about 30. I had things pretty much under control for a number of years and although I had a tendancy to yo-yo diet the ED was under control. However, for nearly the last year the ED is back with a vengence and now find myself in the grips of anorexia. I am finding the battle a tough one this time around. Knowing why I do these things doesn't seem to stop me!