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novacandycaine 
7:55pm, September 28, 2009
Well… Haha. Ranya and I are not getting married anytime soon. I think Rory is extrapolating a little bit from recent events. We did spend most of Saturday at Ranya's house, where the kids all met each other and spent time together for the first time. It went well, but marriage is a long way off and we aren't even talking about that. (I'm not even planning to sell 249 until next year, and it could take a while.) I'd bet there'd be a long trial period first -- for everyone's sake. But Ranya IS good with the kids.
I miss you sometimes, too -- especially when something reminds me of our shared history (or something that I know you'd "get"). And we definitely could have done better. But it seems like we're both doing well now, too -- perhaps in healthier dynamics than we could have created with each other.
By the way, I'll keep driving Rory to/fro until you're ready to do the walking. It's on the way (x2) and I don't mind. Not sure if you saw the orange "October" homework sheet in her bag, but she's supposed to pick two activities from that sheet per week. September was optional, but October is "required". I think it's just to get the kids into the habit od doing homework sometimes. Anyway, I'm sure she'l l be interested in doing a couple of those things and it would keep her occupied for a bit while you're getting dinner ready or whatever.
Chantix works. I'm in week 4.
From: seconddoubles@yahoo.com [mailto:seconddoubles@yahoo.com]
Sent: Tuesday, October 06, 2009 9:54 AM
To: Stalter, Brian
Subject: I miss you sometimes
We both could probably have done a better job. It's OK. We are only human.
Rory tells me you are getting married. I am honestly happy for you. I could not make that leap any time soon. But Ranya is good to her. And I try to make her comfortable with that. I tell her that it is great to have more people to love you. (I guess her fear is that in liking/loving Ranya she is dishonoring me? I tell her differently every time I can.)
Be well, Friend.
-Susan
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I'm sure you're going OW as much or more than me. But I am also in a
post op state of OW. However this does allow me to delimit remarks
much in the way telegrams used to use STOPs in periods' steads (and
charge for a word each time) OW
I still assume it was you guys, or break-in guys using your phone that
phoned Hank Hill stuff to here. I remain amused OW
Does my post op protocol permit me to continue to attend the
various mall activities available immediately outside my domain door
OW I continue to be impressed by my ability to comport myself as
thoroughly post-modern Milly OW Especially within the context of
endomall living OW
In one of the interstices inherent in what the fuck is this shit
interrupts let me know que passa OW
post op state of OW. However this does allow me to delimit remarks
much in the way telegrams used to use STOPs in periods' steads (and
charge for a word each time) OW
I still assume it was you guys, or break-in guys using your phone that
phoned Hank Hill stuff to here. I remain amused OW
Does my post op protocol permit me to continue to attend the
various mall activities available immediately outside my domain door
OW I continue to be impressed by my ability to comport myself as
thoroughly post-modern Milly OW Especially within the context of
endomall living OW
In one of the interstices inherent in what the fuck is this shit
interrupts let me know que passa OW
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As you might say to BP.... HUH?You are inscrutable, but I LOVE YOU!
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Nova,
I do not know what "OW" stands for'; therefore, this message is not understandable to me. Darn! I am behind the times, eh?
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WEll, once again, a bit confused, and it's too bad because you write so eloquently! But sometimes it seems to be in "code" or riddles. Help me out here!
It's comparable to tuning into a new show, you think you'd really enjoy, but have missed a few episodes, so when you tune in...... You are totally lost. I'm gonna check a few previous journals...perhaps that will give me a clue or perhaps I'm just clueless in general! lol
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Nope, with scare, intermittent, and non-related journals, it didn't help me at fricken all! But perhaps that's not the point! You are writing them for yourself! I get it! But if you want my input, help me decode.
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I don't want to possess him, but I still want to meet Ricky. I have a man who is funny, smart, flawed and very loving.
But I still want to meet my brother, Ricky. (No, he's not literally my brother in case you were wondering.)
UPDATED GOALS
Meet Ricky Williams
Progress 0%
Encouragements: 2
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Someone talked about your wedding. Is it time yet? Anyway, I would love to come to your wedding, if you will have me. Also where would it be? Need to save the airfare and room costs and the food expenses and . . . and . . . and . . .
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Even if you never meet Ricky, you can always watch him on Monday nights, or Sundays, or.....
I am glad you have a man who sounds wonderful. I just hope he deserves and appreciates you.
good luck on meeting Ricky.
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He should be HONORED to meet the Jersey Girl!!!!
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LOL!!!! I love it! I will try to arrange it, since he is on my fantasy football team..! :)
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His second paragraph... choked me up as well.
((((((Susan))))))
JulietSomeday
What a nice thing that you can actually talk to one another. If it's over, it's over - doesn't mean that you can't get along. I can't get mine to even talk to his children, let alone me... how're feeling lately?
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my response to him: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJW...
novacandycaine