well shit im homeless now.
August 1, 2009 9:26pm
im fucking homeless.i just want to die.knowledge can be a good thing.now i know my dad hates me.i get better treatment from satan,than from my dad.
Progress
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RobbieDeanne
2:19pm, August 3, 2009
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About Me
RobbieDeanne
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About Me
while im Standing in the shadows, as the sun hides away, it will soon be night.Remembering a time when I was alive.Now that Im dead, I cant die anymore, at least that what I thought, then my heart was torn in two.I guess I'll hold myself for ransom, now that I dont have anyone, My skin turns cold, cause there is no one to hold. Sometimes I smile, when I see shadows at night, cause the moon is full in the sky.A long time ago, around the time I died, demons cluttered around my soul, showing me what they have to offer.When the vampires prowl at night, as the sun hides away, still the moon shines down on the forgotten ones, who use to play in the light. Welcome to eternity, now that its raining blood.Trees turn to ashes.Rivers flow from my eyes.I see every thing, as the world is fading away.Still there is yet time.The shadow is my own reflection cast down by the full moon.for the night I become lycanthropic and pleased by this light in the sky, reminding me of a former life, now Im reshaped over time to the beauty in my mind, and tomorrow, Im me, but now I fail to recognize me...I dedacate this poem to all you on here, who I am growing to Love, and to you all I thank god for you , you saved my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
while im Standing in the shadows, as the sun hides away, it will soon be night.Remembering a time when I was alive.Now that Im dead, I cant die anymore, at least that what I thought, then my heart was torn in two.I guess I'll hold myself for ransom, now that I dont have anyone, My skin turns cold, cause there is no one to hold. Sometimes I smile, when I see shadows at night, cause the moon is full in the sky.A long time ago, around the time I died, demons cluttered around my soul, showing me what
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Interests
talking to myself when im not here, poetry, animal stripes, song writing, bomb sniffing dogs, guitar, bass, keybord, nuclear explosions, drawing, canvas oil painting, x-rays, letting my hair grow, exersisms, black clothing, the emergency alert system, estrogen, dark purple eyeshadow, black eyeliner, ripped jeans, radio active zombies, sattelights equipted with deathrays, strait jackets, women with mohawks, fruit baskets, icecream with whip cream and cherrys, desensatising tooth pruducts, all out decadance, cat scans, monkeys being shot into outer space.freak on a leash, the ozzfest, cool wickedness goth TGs are awsome!!!
talking to myself when im not here, poetry, animal stripes, song writing, bomb sniffing dogs, guitar,
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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1 photo comment, 1 journal post
Saturday
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RobbieDeanne commented on Whyborn’s photo 6:10pm
i like this alot! as an artist isee the initial painting. then my eyes my eyes were drawn to the bottom…
Thursday
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RobbieDeanne and lonelylesbian are now friends 6:21pm
Tuesday
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RobbieDeanne and jfreake are now friends 6:26pm
July 23
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RobbieDeanne turned 44 12:00am
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Journal
This entry is private
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sometimes feel like this
April 23, 2009 1:27pm
well i feel like this most of the time.i feel like ive done something wrong and i havent done anything wrong.the worst thing ive done lately is …
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its been so cold
January 23, 2009 3:53pm
like just to say hey to whoever reads this.im at my parents for a while,and they dont have internet.at least i got my playstation 2.its been very …
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take time with a wounded hand
November 4, 2008 4:43pm
because it likes to heal.im half the man i used to be.
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Hugbook
Prayer
fucking heck man im so sorry to hear that hunny. i really hope you get back on ur feet. thanks but i really aint and i know most men r but dont worry i wont be like that xxx
High Five
I'm doing great how are you?
Ray of Sunshine
how are u
High Five
Thanks for adding me darling!
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Hug
thats great news hun i miss u too! i aint been on here in too long! its felt like fucking ages since i have talked to you! fucking hope things are ok for you sis im at school now in it so shhh lol
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Transgender
i wanna be the girl thats inside me,i got some work to do,i got weight issues, hormonal issues,but alot of potential.
Close Bisexuality
geting to know alot about myself and where i fit in nondiscimenating and acceptive of others..bi is 2 i counted alot more than that
Open Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)
was 8 years ogo my baby died and it is still like it happend yesterday
Open Self-Injury
when things go wrong id rather hurt myself cause it makes me feal better
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- im a freak
