i have had so many problems in my life. maybe not as bad as some people but they are up there. my problems started a couple years on valentines day, i was raped by a stranger in my own house, my mom was and still is a drunk, whenever she drinks she tells me how worthless i am. i started cutting myself my 8th grade year of school to relieve all my stress and emotions. my mom found out and i got the shit knocked out of me for cutting. then i started living a great life for a good year played soccer and felt great about myself, was skinny and pretty. then i met Todd and thats where problems started, we were a on again off again couple for two years he always told me how worthless i was cheated on me all the time called me ugly fat and i always took him back and one day he gave me the best present in the world my beauitful angel Harlow she was the best thing that ever happen to me, Todd left as soon as i got pregnant Todd made my life a living hell through my pregnancy he was horriable to me. i got pregnant my senior year of high school and had to move out of my house my mom was ashamed of me the funny thing is she is a drunk. i had my beauitufl daughter in july but i tried very hard to give her everything it was a struggle. then on November 6th 2008 my whole world seem like it fell to the ground, Todd had came into my house took my daughter and murder her. after awhile i was going to class and my exs best friend decided to make say something about my daughters death. saying "i should be dead like my bastard daughter" see why im not friends with her. i just got done with my last semester of park university i dont want to ever go back because of the people there. im going to intend Mapple woods this fall. and im going to add a new addition in my life. im pregnant again and i cant wait to meet my baby!
i have had so many problems in my life. maybe not as bad as some people but they are up there. my problems started a couple years on valentines day, i was raped by a stranger in my own house, my mom was and still is a drunk, whenever she drinks she tells me how worthless i am. i started cutting myself my 8th grade year of school to relieve all my stress and emotions. my mom found out and i got the shit knocked out of me for cutting. then i started living a great life for a good year played soccer
Soccer, Football, Dirt bikes, Drag Races!!!! the only time i like football is when im playing with my cousins other wise i know nothing about it...
Soccer, Football, Dirt bikes, Drag Races!!!! the only time i like football is when im playing with my
March 4, 2009 1:45pm
i should just shut down, because all i do is disappoint and anger and upset everyone when i open up and tell someone about my feelings. i dont want …
January 17, 2009 4:28pm
sometimes i have these random thoughs like what if you named your kid this its a beauitful name but its also something you dont really think about …
January 9, 2009 12:49pm
i cant take anymore of my life...i want things that i have to wait for...but i can handle waiting just ready for everything to get better again
January 7, 2009 2:00pm
well im sitting here and i keep thinking about my future plans. lets see i want to go to northwest mo state univer. and become a third grade teacher. …
All the love in the world from me to you.
well if you ever need to talk about anything, im here.
And I love you too rache. And I promise you won't be disappointed.
i know what its like to be abandoned just because you got pregnant. do you know what you're having yet?
Hey I just wanted to give you a hug and say I'm sorry for your loss. You story is heartbreaking but you and your angel are in my prayers. Life cant be bad forever, you will get your blessings and you will appreciate them all the more because you know what pain is. If you ever wanna talk send me a message.
i was dating this guy, and i once i found out i was pregnant he left, months later i found out he was a drug dealer, and made sure he lost all contect with me, he hates what i'm naming our daughter, but i love her and i only want the best for her
i was going back home from cosmotology school when i was going through a green light, i noticed a truck wasn't stopping and he hit me right in the drivers side, going 55 miles in hour, i had alot of injurys i'm still trying to recover while being pregnant, i found out the guy was druck and he happen to be a good friend of mine!!!! i think not being afraid to drive again is my biggest fear, i'm afraid i will get hit again but this time my daugther will get hurt
well i have had asthma all my life, and i have never really knew i did until i was a freshmen in high school!!! it has got really bad over the last year and i have to take 4 inhalers now, it's hard on me way to hard
something in cake iceing i'm almost died because i didn't know
my daughter was killed but not by SIDS, hopeing to find support from here
i was in my house waiting for my mom to get home from the bar, she was so drunk and brought a man home with her,he said it was ok your mom said i can stay the night my mom passed out half way on her bed and i had to help her on then i go back to give the man a blanket he asked for a cup of water and the next thing i know hes pulling my cloths off and pushing me and beating me i tried to fight, i was only 15 and he was in his 30s
oh were to begain i was always used for sex all the time and now im ready to have healthy sex where its out of love
i have a wonderful boyfriend justin he is amazing for me my one true love
ok im no virgin thats for sure. but i want to wait till it feels right again to have sex. and i want it to be purely out of love and i know i have a man that feels the same way. i think its better to not rush things but doesnt mean you cant do other things.
i have never been the jealous type untill i started dating guys that every girl wants like Justin evey girl wants him and some people cant see that i love him. i hate the way i have been with jealousy but im trying to get better
