Pain
August 19, 2008 5:07am
All i feel is pain and i dont feel human any more only a hollow worthy of nothing but pain:( what do i do. please help
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mindparanoid 
12:26pm, August 22, 2008
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About Me
mindparanoid
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About Me
Yeh lets see, im 17 i am a mechanic love going out with friends enjoy a good taste in music(none classical stuff) like metal and some rock and abit of dance:D I dont smoke or anythign like that so im clean:D have a good sense of fashion, well i like to think i do. Extremly quick at texting and typing but thats because i don't do much:P
Yeh lets see, im 17 i am a mechanic love going out with friends enjoy a good taste in music(none classical stuff) like metal and some rock and abit of dance:D I dont smoke or anythign like that so im clean:D have a good sense of fashion, well i like to think i do. Extremly quick at texting and typing but thats because i don't do much:P
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Interests
Playing many many different games and genres of games, i would say reading but that would be the biggest lie i ever told, i enjoy my job:D playing basketball, rugby and football also i enjoy doing computer stuff and listening to music on my itunes.
Playing many many different games and genres of games, i would say reading but that would be the biggest
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WTF
August 19, 2008 5:05am
I just can't feel alive any more, i feel dead to the world and everything about me wants scream out for me to die.
I'm not sure if i can …
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HOW COUKD SHE
August 18, 2008 4:54pm
That fucking whore cheated on me and broke my heart, what the fuck am i suppose to do now?!?!?!i feel so down and dead to myself i wanan cut so badly …
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Journal Entry for August 9, 2008
August 9, 2008 9:28am
Man im so good and im feeling fantastic today:D i dunno why but i feel so good about myself:D
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August 3, 2008 11:46am
i dunno who i am any more i feel like ive become a destructive beast who can never be happy this is my first journal entry in a long long time its …
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Support Groups
Close Infidelity
Alright well im young so u can call it a crush if u wanna but thats why im here as it completely crushed me, well it happened about a year ago enarly and i was deeply in love with a girl my age and she cheated on me and blamed ti all on me then after that my whole perception on life has completely changed and ive become edgy and find i thard to commit and open up to girls because of it.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Kinda helps but it just plays in my head averytime and the scenario worsens as i think about it.
Close Depression
Alright i suffer from mild depression at times but not all the time, althou when it hits, its extremly bad and brings me low like lower then normal for me. It makes me wanan si and all sorts to myself but i dont and i just try to relax.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Listening to very up lifting beats and so forth
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Helps alot for me but not enough at times.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- This works wonders as my friends are there except my famiyl dont know as they think its weak.
Open Depression Supporters
My GF (JoEliza) suffers from depression and i like to help her and i enjoy helping her, according to her i seem to help well so i thought if i can help some one with clincal depression i should try and help others:D
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- it helps as i release all the emotional pressure that builds up inside of me
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- this helps a lot as i can listen to uplifting beats and it reminds me of the good times
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- i try to count to 10 and relax and think of the good things in life
- Talking Working / Worked
- this only works with friends and my girlfriend i can't talk to my family about it
Open Healthy Sex
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