dianerpah's Journal

awww, Sassie baby, you do know how to get on my right side! lol. thanks, my darling.

i'm sure i know the main thing that's helped me this time. i hope i'm not repeating myself (who? me? never!), but i had a brilliant quotation that's been a real inspiration. it says; "never make someone a PRIORITY in your life, when you are only an OPTION in theirs". it really has helped me to get a lot into perspective.

we spend our lives giving our all to everyone we try to help etc. worry about others, how they're coping etc. especially on here. we meet so many, with such tragic lives, but what can we do really? nothing beyond what we do already; being here for them, sharing our own experiences, counselling them if needed. but i've been going further than that. i get so involved, then i get upset when someone doesn't need me anymore & cuts me out of their life.

i can feel used & abused sometimes & that doesn't help my already fluctuating moods at all! i know i can be very insecure, so why have i been doing that to myself? why make myself even more insecure than i already am?! lol. course, it's not only in here, but my personal life too; i do tend to give too much too soon. so, i'm learning about protecting my moods & emotions too, learning to wait until i become a priority & not an option...if that does happen! 

ah, aint life wonderful!