thanks, Jan sweetie. yep, happy, but more than that...positive & contented.
my Sassie friend & i email each other & i have to say she's helped me so much. because she's my best friend, i can tell her things i could never put in my journal. i know i've said before that i'm very open, but there are still things i find hard to share. but she has the gift of seeing thru things i write & of getting to the heart of them. sometimes it seems she knows me better than i know myself!
i've changed even more in these last few days. become even more independent & less reliant on other people. i think i can safely say that i really do know now that my happiness etc really doesn't depend on someone else. my life, my responsibility, mine to do with as i please. when others make mistakes, that's their responsibility & when i do that's mine! oh, this is such a great place to be!






and you are so special and i can see you getting stronger everyday and you have no idea of how much you help me,and make me laugh ,im learning so much from you ,my very own g.grotts ,what a great gift you are xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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