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alan1048 
ok, here goes. i am a 58 year old guy
who is losing his beautiful wife of l4+ yrs. and just a few weeks ago lost his job. absolutely nothing is going right for me right now. i am completely miserable and have an uncertain future.
i know i will survive but the pain now is overwhelming. i have joined a divorce group and am seeing a counselor who is wonderful and lets me call her literally any time of day or night, for that i am grateful. day by day living has turned into hour by hour, the hurt goes away and then comes back. i am holding it off as best i can, weekends are extremely hard bcause there is so much time to spend, we're still living in the same house. tonite she surprised me by saying she's spending the nite at some friends house. i need something GOOD to happen very soon. my children are the only thing that is maintaining my sanity.
who is losing his beautiful wife of l4+ yrs. and just a few weeks ago lost his job. absolutely nothing is going right for me right now. i am completely miserable and have an uncertain future.
i know i will survive but the pain now is overwhelming. i have joined a divorce group and am seeing a counselor who is wonderful and lets me call her literally any time of day or night, for that i am grateful. day by day living has turned into hour by hour, the hurt goes away and then comes back. i am holding it off as best i can, weekends are extremely hard bcause there is so much time to spend, we're still living in the same house. tonite she surprised me by saying she's spending the nite at some friends house. i need something GOOD to happen very soon. my children are the only thing that is maintaining my sanity.
