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Cory5 
3:41pm, November 9, 2009
Dear Journal,
I am writing because I am very sad tonight. I met this new guy and we were supposed to go meet to hve breakfast so I went to his house, we got naked and started cuddling and kissing and it was great hes an amazing guy. He is from Switzerland and we met a few weeks back. Today when we were getting into it and about to have sex I told him I was positive. He stopped and paused and told me ho much he really likes me however needs to process it. Anyways I walked away to get a glass of water thinking what have I done? Then I came back cuddled and kissed more then he proceeds to tell me he needs to think about this and I asked him where my tidbit of "honesty" leaves us? He told me he doesnt know he needs to think about it. I like him soooooooooo much. This guy approached me after I had given up on finding a decent guy here. I like him so much, he starte talking about how he doesnt know about his "sexual freedom" i guess that means he is sad he cannot have bareback sex with me.....What do I do? I like him and hes the only decent guy out here?
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Honey, don't worry. If it is meant to be I don't see the problem with using a condom! If he is so into you for the "sexual freedom" (I guess meaning sex without a condom..) then he isn't as decent as you thought, sweetie. Hang in there. Love you.
DarkHollywood
hey yes I totally know what you mean however there are certain people who are not educated on this as well as never been exposed to this. i wish i could take it away. but another lesson for my stupid ass. I wish i could take it away as well as the memories that come along with it, it sure isnt easy. Youre right if it is meant to be it will work out we just have to be patient to see what his decision is, he is talking to me at least today so thats a good sign. I know how he feels but time will tell.
Cory5