Cory5's Journal

      Well where do I start last weekend I made a huge mistake.  I have been on these new pills for my heart and I drank with them and they caused me to black out, I drank and drove which if anyone knows me knows I would never do that mainly because its stupid and because what happened to my son.  I did and I wrecked my friends car, My boy friend broke up with me over it which hit me really hard cause I care about him so much but now he is being a jerk to me telling m I have a drinking problem and some mistakes we just need to go our separate ways on.  I am truly hurt and dont want to give up so now I have to give my friend $1,000.00 for his deductible on his insurance and $500.00 to james for his since I hit his truck which to be honest was just a scratch.  However I am going to do the right thing and I dont think Im going to give up on him nor on life in general, I am a wonderful person and I do think I am an excellent husband/boyfriend however this is his loss.  Since he tends to date losers he will continue that and I will move on and be happy.  I just hope I can meet the right man, sometimes it is just too hard since its not good to meet a man online or in the bars.  Oh well, anyways I am back to work