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deel45 
Wow! It has been awhile since I have wrote anything! I was doing really good and was back to work for 30 hrs a week and not much pain to speak of. My ex had moved out last month and everything was doing really well. Then the bottom dropped out of my world once again. I had to go to the er due to severe pain in my lower stomech and pelvic area. They took cat scans etc and found out that I had a ruptured hurnia in my pelvic area, which is very rare to have one there in that area. Also, I have to have my bladder redone as it had dropped way down. Anyway, I had emergency surgery on Thursday to fix the hurnia etc and just got home from the hospital late last night. I have to be out of work AGAIN for another 4-6 weeks without income once again. I dont know how much more of this i can take. I just get back to work almost full time, my fibro was doing very well, and then bam, once again I am out of work. I have about 25 staples in my stomech and I am so damned sore and in pain. I cant drive for at least 2 weeks or more. I am going absolutely nuts!!!
All I want to do right now is sit and cry my eyes out, but that would accomplish nothing. I am really depressed at the moment. Anyway, this is what has been going on in my life lately. Will try to stay around on here as much as I can due to the fact that I cant do anything else for awhile, plus I miss all my friends here. Take care and hope everyone is feeling good. I am gonna go take a pain pill and take a nap.
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Good morning to all! Today is a beautiful, sunny fall day. I love the fall as the air is crisp and the leaves turn colors. My favorite season of the year. I went back to work 30 hrs a week and I am not feeling as bad as I was. My pills are working and I do have my good days and my bad days. My ex boyfriend moved out a couple of days ago. THANK GOD!!! I am alone now and I love it! I look forward to coming home after a hard day at work and not having someone yell or be an ass to me. Life is great! I hope everyone has a great day and take care!!
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So good to hear from you and congrads on being able to work. Take care, hugd Cathy
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Glad things are going well. I know most times breakups are horrible. But when someone has stressed you so much during the relationship, it is freeing. Trying to get to that point. Have a wonderful day. Gwen
good morning! Today is another rainy day. But do we ever need the rain. Phisically I am feeling good, but mentally I am still trying to get things together so when I find an apartment, I can move in immeditately. I am starting my 8 hr shifts again tomorrow at work. I need to work more hrs so I can have the money to move out when I can. I hope everyone is doing great and take care!
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Oh my, you've had a rough go of it. I hope you heal fast from your surgery. I'm really sorry you have been having it so hard and with just starting work and fibor behaving itself. I'll keep you in my prayers dear one, hugs Cathy
ragingfog
Gosh! I am so sorry. My, my, my....it is always something. Try to not worry about the income, you need to focus on getting well. It'll work out. I hope you aren't in too much pain. will check on you later.
Gwen
kajunaire
good lord girl..........i'll pray for you so hard.
love judy
JudyL