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tazgore 
6:25am Friday
I am getting ready to go to therapy today. I dont know if it will do anygood today since i am feeling pretty numb. There are so many "other" issues going on right now that i can spare time to work on the issues that i have from the abuse. Frustrating. I have to go out of town again on Friday. I am starting to really hate traviling. I've been looking for actuall full time work. The job at the college sounds promising, but they have not even made the position public yet. I had insider info. They will not start the process untill the position is officially made public, and they have not started the process for making it public. They are dragging there feet big time. I went ahead and applied for a truck driving position today. The job has overtime available, and with the OT i could make enough to finally pay all of the bills. I just dont know if the position is for short haul / local delivery, or long haul / out of state. I hope it is loacal. I just need a job where i can stay home and afford to live in my house. Thats all i want. not much to ask for.
Anyways, i gotta go. its time to head out for my appointment.
Anyways, i gotta go. its time to head out for my appointment.
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Hope all goes well in therapy, sorry your not feeling so good, Hopefully you'll feel good real soon. Hugs, Hang in there, imagine yourself with a job that makes enough money to pay all the bills and where you can stay home with your family. Imagine it, see it, as much as you can. You can have that as your reality. HUgs to You =) Pamela
AZVegan
just as an FYI, your entire therapy session doesn't have to be about SA... part of "abuse work" is learning how to weather/juggle the day to day things you face. from financial planning to dealing with being away from your family a lot - these are all part of our "abuse work". so maybe you can have your therapist spend 30 min on SA issues and 20 min on any other issue that is currently on your mind. sometimes you might even spend the whole session on a "non-SA" issue that is bothering you. or you might not have any current issues, and can spend the whole session on SA. point is, this is YOUR session & what you talk about is NOT set in stone.
iamjoey