tazgore's Journal

Nothing special... just felt like writing. Ive been thinking of writing a journal everyday, but i am not much of a writer. I think i must have gotten no more than two hours of sleep last night. I laid there on the couch and watched 3 movies, and then just got up to walk around the house aimlessly. I am paying the price right now for lack of sleep; nasty headache. Where sleep is concerned I usually have the oppisite problem. I usually fall unconciance two or three minuites after i lay my head down. Last night... yesterday... i just keep seeing these images of what happend to me. All sorts of emotions flood through. It feel very strange, i mean somtimes i feel so ashamed and sad, but sometimes i feel completely detached af if i were somebody else listening to the story with a clinical ear. The entire night was spent with a certain uneseayness. I have not eaten since yesterday and even then it was very minimal.

"well Mrs. Lincoln, other that that, how did you enjoy the play"?

Its so hard for me to concentrait right now. mabey i should go eat something. I know it is in the afternoon but i am going to have breakfast anyway.

Ive been reading a serise of books written by Robert Jordan. The series is called, "The Wheel of Time". Its a Fantasy. One scale with "Lord of The Rings", i think. I really do like it. It also helps me to escape.

I really should unicycle more, i mean its one of the things that I truly enjoy. When ive been ridding for about an hour, and i'm spining and jumping around, i sort of get into this zen state of mind.

now i am rambling on. Breakfast i think. Yes, with eggs bacon and pancakes.