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I feel I've recovered - and all is well - one doctor believes it but the other one - the one giving me the meds says although he's pleased with my improvement, I'm still sick and it doesn't mean I don't have the Illness anymore. So he won't reduce my meds which are alot.
Spent a few weeks or a month of real normality again - I don't care - I'm well but he says it's only becoz of all the pills that I am and I still have this illness and that's the reason. I think it's all the hard work I've put into therapy and finding my behaviour patterns and changing but anyway. Still they have helped alot too but I wish I could try and see how life would be without them.
I'm going to make more appts to see him - coz the other one knows me better - and see if I can somehow change his mind. I've put on 4 kgs since he increased the dosage a few months back and it has made me break through and I am also much better becoz of them but anyway - I feel well. I guess without them I won't be is his view. In that case - I'm not truly well but anyway.
I feel I'm normal again and life is - which is a new feeling after all this time and it's good to be back. I guess I just want it confirmed and to say I have recovered.
I suppose that's what I can say - I've recovered but I'm still on meds.
