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I have had both a festive and a reflective week and have somehow reveiwed the last few months - and some it is biological, or it expands over the years like tumor in your pschye and that's not soul - but our word pysche. I need to correct and more and more is pourri - and it's worth it - but I'm weaker and my behaviours are stronger - I've been this person after all and I'm 42. I am a person - disctinct - my own and these things I wish for. I am my person doing my thing, which is good, thank God, so far. And may He bless you all, also! Wo - it's the end of the year and I'm really doing something interesting like going to Doha, Qatar, and finding lots of Safavid Area things in the museum - a period which I am interested in.
I am reflective, I find, more and more - and perhaps the habit's come from this exercise, instead of jumping into things, head first. I have and I guess I will see it fully, if I manage it fully and these as motor-neuron disabilities,b it's not just - or at all that 'the experience has changed. more that I have been changing as an experience. What a trip to make yourself go through. It's heavy man but if you pull through it, or at every level you reach, each daily step makes you feel wow, it was really worth the trek at some stage, and you feel better and better, you're literally functioning better and better.
It's been amazing and this last week has been the awakening to a miracle. I am really getting through this. I'm getting better. Everything inside my brain is going for more calm, less stress and slowdown to size I can max-bite.
It's been a good period for connecting to friends and a really good period to sit back and see my journey and it's last parts and to look back at my life and feel the difference between now and then. It's worth it for this and this alone. It's been amazing. I wish it for all.
And to have this time in Doha at the year's end, like February last year, only the once instead of the usual four - but two to 3 are done at the villa, internally, and it's amazing.
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Heh, heh, heh. I'm beginning to accept what the dr means - miss stubborn herself. Im not cured but I've improved. I've been going thru a mega down in London of all places and my mum says I shouldn't stay away too long - but it makes no odds, it's just that I am bipolar and that's that.
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