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lindeS 
9:43pm, February 18, 2009
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About Me
lindeS
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About Me
Getting better and better. I am a young woman, looking for a new life that I can enjoy with balance. I will enjoy travel, cruises someday, get a second job if I want, with books or legal interests. I enjoy criminal law and they have courses at university near me. I like understanding how the mind works (I know more of what other people are thinking. Yeah right. Most things I dont worry about. I run off to movies alone BECAUSE I LOVE ITM
Getting better and better. I am a young woman, looking for a new life that I can enjoy with balance. I will enjoy travel, cruises someday, get a second job if I want, with books or legal interests. I enjoy criminal law and they have courses at university near me. I like understanding how the mind works (I know more of what other people are thinking. Yeah right. Most things I dont worry about. I run off to movies alone BECAUSE I LOVE ITM
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Movies, reading books, games on the computer, shopping at thrift stores. Always entertaining. Travel, been on 24 cruises. Hope to go again one day.I like my company. But someday I look forward to having the companion of my choosing. And it needs to be in my interests . not til I am ready and I, me am not.
Movies, reading books, games on the computer, shopping at thrift stores. Always entertaining. Travel,
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Wow - that really sucks about the identity theft stuff - I have been trying to watch out for things like that - sounds like the fellow that did it paid for it in the end. Weird... I know this has got to be rough for you, and I'm really proud of you for hanging in there as well as you have. I didn't get your messages - I did see the post on my journal but that was it. You can try messaging me again and then send me a hug to let me know you sent it - the hug got through - and that way maybe we can see if the message thing is working. Sending you Big Hugs and Much Love, Martha
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LINDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Good to hear from you!! Sorry you've been having a crap time. Hope it gets better. You Mom sounds a treat. Two and a Half Men is one of the few guilty pleasures I have left - comes from having guys I guess. Message me if you want to, okay? Are you having meds issues too? There's nothing wrong with wanting to be happy. I know better are days are coming for both of us. Hang in there my friend! Love and Hugs, Martha
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Hey girl, if you wander through this way, let me know how you're doing. Was thinking of ya. Love and Hugs, Martha
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Thanks so much for your kind pep talk (my journal). I am so fortunate to have caring friends here. It's hard to find people like you out in my hometown circle. Damn good thing for DS!! Hope yo are doing great. Big hugz, Sharon
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If I ever write the book, I'll send you an autographed copy - LOL! :) I'm hoping to relocate to the UK in 3 months and married in November. I have to sell my house (and everything in it), my car, get processed for UK immigration (which can take 2 months), resolve the last of the issues from Cliff's passing, and oh yeah, somewhere in there plan a wedding! Yikes!!! Acuriousfish makes me happy crazy and I seem to make him happy stable, so I'm not missing 'normal'! Hah! Are you still thinking of going back to school? That would be one way of making new friends. Hope your weekend is going great. Much Love and Hugs, Martha
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseJimmy and I had been married almost nine years. He was the kindest nicest guy. He has been sick off and on since we got married. Cancer in thigh, heart problems, etc. He had open heart surgery first of May, and was in hosp. for two weeks. He came home weak and tired, but happy, and I found him in the living room, gone, middle of the nite. Some say he wanted to come home to die. He is in good place, but I miss him so much.Funny, always tried to be happy in spite of the pain he had.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Walked into the grief and it does help. Easing up some, but sad
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Sweetie and Rosco, our two dogs, been wonderful.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God is helping me thru this. Does work.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- been going 14 yrs. Bipolar, and definitely helps
- Reading Working / Worked
- try to escape.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Mantel shrine, urn, pictures, burial flag, Bronze Star Medal Nam.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Friends and family surround me. Daughter is precious. Mom lives in subdivision. Lots of support and love.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Works. I talk to Jimmy a lot.
Close Widows & Widowers
My darling husband Jimmy died May 20, 2008 of cardiac arrest. He got out of the hospital on Monday, and died that nite. Had open heart surgery. We were married 8 and half years, was a very kind, funny, man. I saw the signs for the last few months, and knew he was slipping away. He had visits from the spirits of his brothers, and others. He was in constant pain, but tried to stay cheerful. I loved and was loved by Jimmy.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Been going to psychiatrist for 14 yrs after having bipolar episode at that time. I take my meds and try to not get too upset over things, but this is one of the hardest things to deal with.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Very much so. Tried to stay out of conflict amap. I feel like a weight is lifting from sharing and speaking up.
