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JustBrandi 
2:37pm, July 16, 2009
I still can't believe I'm really pregnant. Here I am, getting blood drawn for levels of a pregnancy hormone and interpretting how far along I am and if the levels are rising appropriately for a healthy pregnancy, trying to decide where I want to have the baby and therefore which ob-gyn I want to be seeing, watching what I eat and napping every day.But I'm between 4 and 5 weeks, not even far enough to have an ultrasound, hear a heartbeat, or really have any symptoms. It doesn't feel real. I'm afraid to invest too much into this at the risk of losing it. BUT I'M SO EXCITED!! I'm having a baby, I'm growing a life inside of me, I'm living for another being right now. Wow, I can't imagine it.
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