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JustBrandi
2:37pm, July 16, 2009
I'm pretty much hating life right now, which I shouldn't say because it upsets Hubby (understandably) but sometimes there's just no other way to describe how I feel. I spent a glorious week in Florida with him and his father and it was amazing and wonderful. Then I came home to reality and realized how much it sucked. I made the mistake of asking my brother to stay with the animals while we were gone and when he wasn't sleeping, being rude to the people working on our house or neglecting the animals he was supposed to be taking care of he was eating all of our food so now we're home, my check didn't come in like it was supposed to so we're broke in a dirty house with pissed off friends and nothing to eat. So again I repeat - I am hating life. My kitchen was beautifully redone by a group of friends as a gift to hubby and I because they're just amazing like that, and I can't even enjoy it because of what a shitty day I'm having. Fuck it, I'm moving to Florida
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I'm so excited:) My hcg levels are doubling awesomely and I'm feeling pretty good :) I had an appt with my ob today and he said I'm doing great, everything I'm feeling is normal and we're happy with it. YAY :)
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I still can't believe I'm really pregnant. Here I am, getting blood drawn for levels of a pregnancy hormone and interpretting how far along I am and if the levels are rising appropriately for a healthy pregnancy, trying to decide where I want to have the baby and therefore which ob-gyn I want to be seeing, watching what I eat and napping every day.But I'm between 4 and 5 weeks, not even far enough to have an ultrasound, hear a heartbeat, or really have any symptoms. It doesn't feel real. I'm afraid to invest too much into this at the risk of losing it. BUT I'M SO EXCITED!! I'm having a baby, I'm growing a life inside of me, I'm living for another being right now. Wow, I can't imagine it.
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so SO HAPPY for you darling! loads of love and best wishes Pinks***
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