jmsadie's Journal

Well I cant beleive I am here writting up somthing for my first page, but here I am. I keep thinking about signing up for one of these things but I never have. So here I am! I am here now becuase I feel like I am the only person in the world that is going through this stuff. No one else in my life is, which is a good thing, but it can all so very lonley thing. I have alot of good friends on my side, but all of them are still married or never been married. I want to start right into the juice! Being a single mom, blows chunks in a big way. Not only becuase I never wanted that for my child, nor did i want to be another sistic in the world, nor become the things that I fought so hard not to be. I did everything right! I wanted my child to have her mother and father together, caring and loving each other. We just show you know you can think you have done it all right and some how prove your self wrong.