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freedomplease 
3:44pm, March 9, 2009
IT"S A NEW RECORD!!!!! I'm at my grandparents out of state. They don't have internet service so I am apparently "hacking" into someone elses service. hahaa. I am doing pretty well ED wise. Eating enough and healthy lately. Walking or skating a lot. I've been busy I have been thinking about it less right now. Visiting my grandparents who have dementia is hard. My grandma doesn't know who I am. She thinks I am my aunt. My grandpa knows us but he "sees" people at night. It's really bizarre, hes normal most of the time but when he talks about the people who come at night and play in the living room he sounds nuts! My poor mom. It's so hard for her. It puts things in perspective for me. One day my body will be nothing. One day I will be wrinkled and old. One day I may not be able to walk. I need to appreciate my body while I have it. end of story. Praise God my body can do the things it does. I'm so thankful.
My boyfriend left for college. I miss him. I have no idea if this is going to work out.
Well I'm crunched for time. I onlt had time to comment on a couple of journals. I'll write and comment more later this week.
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great job hun, sounds like you're doing amazing :)
livetolove03
WOOOOOO!!!! I like the way you're thinking, hun. And I'm sure it'll work out, just be sure you remember to call each other!
GiselleSylphide
it's so true that things like that (grandparents and lack of health) really make u realize how blessed we are to be young and alive...why waste our youth on worrying about our appearance so much when it's not even something we can take with us in the end!!! it's the inside that counts :)
best of luck with u and ur bf...i know how hard long distance can be!
Authentic101
Awesome job with remaining to stay binge free! I know you can keep up with this. And you're so right, why waste our time worrying so much about how we look? It's silly, if you think about it.
Actress01
i'm sorry your boyfriend left dear, thats gotta be a hard adjustment. but i am glad to hear you're doing so well! seeing people going things completely out of their control definitely makes our ED struggles seem much more hopeful.
Jbird15
It is such a reality check when you spend time with the elderly. Iam glad ed is going better. Keep up the good mind set.
alexa21
Good job on 23! Keep it upp : ]
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