Well for my first entry I would …
Well for my first entry I would think no one would read this but apparly I am wrong to say this so here we go. I …
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marisa123 
7:17am, September 12, 2009
Well thanks everyone that commented on my journal entry. I have been doing good and bad. Still feeling like no matter what i do there is no one in this world that can understand me.
All i want is someone i can call text or email and for them to want to know me as much as i do them. This week i go in to see my gastric doc to get my date for sur and to do the last couple of test before i go in. nervous but needing to do this. i just want to fee beautiful inside and out.
it may sound vain but i am being honest.
I just feel so unattached to life. I have 3 great kids and i just wish i was not such a dissapointment to them. I want to much out of life. when i was in highschool i had high hopes. then life started and they just fell away. idk i am just rambling.
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Ramble away lol.
Im sure your not a disapointment to any of your friends or family and expect they would be upset you think that way....
You are beautiful inside and out for sure.... But now you realise this is your time.....
A chance for a healthier happier future.
Enjoy the ride hun, enjoy the ride, were routing for you and making space on the lesers bench..
Loves ya
Andy (BUZZ)
andyls322
Ramble away lol.
Im sure your not a disapointment to any of your friends or family and expect they would be upset you think that way....
You are beautiful inside and out for sure.... But now you realise this is your time.....
A chance for a healthier happier future.
Enjoy the ride hun, enjoy the ride, were routing for you and making space on the lesers bench..
Loves ya
Andy (BUZZ)
andyls322