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marisa123 
7:17am, September 12, 2009
I have been having a real hard time with my bf. It just feels like he is pushing me away. In return i put up walls that no man could ever break. I know my weight is a problem weather the weight issue is mine alone i am not sure.
I know every guy always stares at thin girls , i just want some attention. So with all that i have been more complusive with my weight in return i have been more compulisive with eatting.
I know does not make sense i just don't know what else to do, i can not keep living like i am a maid. I have tried talking to him but it always ends up the same my fault. Maybe it is my fault but you would think he would try to help me. I don't know i am just venting and needing someone to tell me something.
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If your BF is really your Mr. Right, he will help you. Sometimes, guys just need some concrete suggestions -- i.e. how could he help you? What kind of things do you want him to do? Concrete actions, for examples, would be not buying your favourite junk food so that you can't overeat them (and give him examples of your favourite junk food); go for a walk with you after dinner, etc etc.
You said every guy always stares at thin girls...well, non-thin girls can be attractive and sexy, too. It's all about the attitude. If you think you're sexy, and act like you're sexy, you WILL be sexy, especially in the eyes of your man.
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