I am shy and cant rem a time that i wasnt. I have been threw alot in my life and i hope to be able to get threw this life living it not fearing it. I have 3 kids and a boyfriend. I love to shop, read, music, movies.
I am shy and cant rem a time that i wasnt. I have been threw alot in my life and i hope to be able to get threw this life living it not fearing it. I have 3 kids and a boyfriend. I love to shop, read, music, movies.
Anything fun................. ;P
Anything fun................. ;P
September 22, 2009 5:11pm
sometimes i really wander why i am with my bf. He is so ungrateful and just assumes i will do everything. we got mad at each other due to me making …
September 21, 2009 2:09pm
Well thanks everyone that commented on my journal entry. I have been doing good and bad. Still feeling like no matter what i do there is no one …
September 14, 2009 9:14am
I cant breath and last night i kept thinking of how i could kill myself. Somewhere my kids could not find me. i thought of taking pills and just …
September 12, 2009 7:14am
Well this weekend its going to basicaly be me and the kiddies. the bf went to a native american thing for the weekend. He needed to be out and doing …
September 7, 2009 10:48pm
Well today was a slow day for me. Yesterday we went to my bfs sisters so our kids could seet there cousins. They had fun. It was a nice drive …
Thanks for the hug. Things at work are ok.. sort have settled down. Hope they will stay that way.
Hi Marisa! How are you? I hope all is well! Big hugs to you! xx
I feel really bad for not being online! I check my email more regularly so if you'd like, we can correspond that way. It's melissaquidone@gmail.com I look forward to talking to you more!
Happy autumn season! :) here comes halloween season!!! :) good morning Marisa, and family! :) Super big happy autumn season hugs! :) how are you all? :) my family and i hope and pray, that all is well, and that you all are enjoying a nice autumn season. :) the leafs are beginning to change colors here. :) Kayla and i baked autumn leaf themed cookies, and squirrel shaped cookies. :) it was so much fun! :) We all say hi. :) our thoughts and prayers are with you all every day, and you all are close within our hearts. :) We send our love, warm friendship wishes, caring thoughts, many blessings, and lots of super big happy autumn season hugs, from all of us here in CT. :) Take care, keep strong, and keep smiling and shining! :) we all say hi. :) Enjoy a great day! :)
hey there,
i'm okay thanks - a bit sluggish today to be quite honest! But i'm taking small steps and trying not to let the bad thoughts win :) trying is working...
How are you?
The first time i can remember my dad touching i thought it was a bad dream.I would set traps so if i heard him i would be awake to send him back to bed. I would go to bed at 4 or 5 to be up all night. I pulled away from everyone. At 14 i told my brothers girlfriend and she told my brother. He wanted to kill my dad.Next was my mom and i was unsure of how to tell her. So my brother did it for me. He was gone that second.He said he did not do it.Till this day he still acts like he did nothing.
From a young age i can still find those haunting image in my mind of my father abusing me. First one halloween. He would touch me and act like it was normal. It went on for sometime and i found the strength to tell. I took a stand and told. But the damage was far to far gone to be normal again.
i am a type one and have been since 1994.I was doing good for a while then i had kids. my last kid was in oct 06 and i am once again not doing well.I lost most of my teeth and do not have insureance at the moment to get dentures.I am so freaked about it.MY sugars are in the 200-300 range.I was using the pump but moved and lost all insurance.I hope to get the pump again and maybe gastric bypass.
Well i was sexual abused by my dad and i am beyond shy i wont go to the store by myself or anywhere really. I have depression,anxiety,and panic disorders.
Well since the age of about 10 i started to binge and then i would say that was the last time.I am a diabetic but still am not controlled on my eatting,i don't now what or how to get help.All my docs say go on a heathy diet.It NEVER works for me.
i have always had anxiety from what i can remmember and it's hard to deal with.I wish everyday that i would not have to feel the way i feel!
My son is turning one on the 15th and wanted to talk to others with toddlers
i have always had a fear of a lot of people or even just a few.
